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ok, recently ive been thinking of suicide, and its all because of my school life. at school people talk behind my back and give new kids the worst possible impression of me, so i dont make friends at all. i also have kids annoying me left and right and im very sad because i couls have stopped my grandmas death but didnt and because everytime i love someone it ends up being thrown back at me. i really need help, i know this, but if i tell my dad he'll be really mad at me, if i tell my mom she'll tell my dad and he'll be even more upset with me, if i tell my counselor she'll tell my parents that i should be in therapy, and anyone else will tell my counselor. what the heck is a girl who goes to a middle school full of immature little arseholes supposed to do?! plz give me an answer that i can actually do, cuz i cant kill them or cast a spell on them, cuz i cant kill someone for such a reason, and i already treid a curse and a spell and they didnt change

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Talk to your parents either way. Its better to say you tried talking to them than not talking at all. Using spells and curses to adjust your life is rather child play I believe. Nobody ever said life was easy and you are aware of life being harsh now. You have to face the music and assert yourself. Its time for you to stand up for yourself and get back on top of the food chain.

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I know what ur feeling cuz i feel like this all the time, if u need some1 2 talk 2 let me know kay? and try to tell ur parents....
-Insanely Krazi 4 u

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well to be honesnt the school conselor isnt allowed to tell yoyr rents anything that you said without your permission .
2. well maybe u need to do something after school like join a club thats a gd way to make new freinds .. people wont know u so take thats change to be urslef and get to know people .
3.have u hought about changing schools
4. why would ur father get mad

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ours counselor is, cuz just a few weeks ago she did the same for an ex friend of mine. now, about the last 2 questions. to answer your third question, yes, but i dont live in an area where its an option unlike when i was in pennsylvania a few years back. and to answer your last question, because he thinks you shouldn't ever have an excuse for being depressed, so therefor you shouldn't be deppressed, so therefor there is nothing to be deppressed about, so your only feeling sorry for yourself and need to get ovet it and be punished for thinking so. hes one of those people that thinks noone should ever be depressed about anything and be grateful for bad things to toughen you.

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Just ignore them. Thats all i do. ppl talk about me all the time when i hear it i say thank you. When something mean. hehe thay get pissed and i get a laugh. Hehe But seriously ignore them. Talk to ppl that are new. You will finds a friend it took me three fucking years to find one and now i have lots. So yea. but dont urself or anyone else its not the awnser

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thanks. ill take it into consideration

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I understand what your going through.
im going through the same situation.
Its hurts to know that know one acres.
but i have friends but most of them make it worse for me.
i have cut my self about 60 times....
it hurts to much
i have thought of suicide too.
Your not the only one you know.

but i dont what to do either...

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You are going to let how others act dictate your life? You are worth more than that. They don't make your life what it is. You do! Know that you are worth more than anyone else because you are you! Love yourself for being yourself and know that they couldn't do any better! Don't get mad or upset over others. Pity them. They are going through their life as an asswhole... what kind of life is that? Not a good one, I tell you. Never will they have a real friend, a real love, a real life. They are far more depressed than you, hun, that is why they are so mean.

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jut try to get someone to talk to

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