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People write poetry, or storys, or something. well i'm not very good at that. but i'm okay at just writing. nothing but words. its easy really. meh i'm not sure what exactly what i want to say. but i don't feel embarrsed or anything. cos well 1. it's over the internet. and 2. the people reading this, well you'll just get it.
one of the things i love about this site. you don't always have to explain yourself.
1 minute im on top of the friggin' world. havent got a care in the world. and then BAM. i feel asif i've just been smacked in the face with a wet fish. like my insides are about to fall out. i feel like im falling into tiny littel peices. i can deal with the having the random bursts of happiness. jheez i could even deal with the sadness. but its not just. its a horrible doom. and im scared incase one day i fall into that many peices, i'll never be put back together again.
i've explained this to a few people. and they've said depression, ect ect.
but i dont feel like that. i cant really explain. but i tried. its like sometimes it gets that bad. i have to go to bed and just lie there, it feels like im waiting for something, for nothing. i dont get it. i get the shakes and i go from boiling hot, to freezing cold. the weirdest thing is probs, half way through the day, all my sense come 'alive' i can be simply walking down the rd, and it feels like my ears pop and everything is louder, but it gets that loud it hurts. and my sight, gets clearer like everythings not so fuzzy anymore.
please dont reply and tell me im turing into a vampire (lol) or anything like that.
im just a confused littel girl, and could really do with some advice.
one of the things i love about this site. you don't always have to explain yourself.
1 minute im on top of the friggin' world. havent got a care in the world. and then BAM. i feel asif i've just been smacked in the face with a wet fish. like my insides are about to fall out. i feel like im falling into tiny littel peices. i can deal with the having the random bursts of happiness. jheez i could even deal with the sadness. but its not just. its a horrible doom. and im scared incase one day i fall into that many peices, i'll never be put back together again.
i've explained this to a few people. and they've said depression, ect ect.
but i dont feel like that. i cant really explain. but i tried. its like sometimes it gets that bad. i have to go to bed and just lie there, it feels like im waiting for something, for nothing. i dont get it. i get the shakes and i go from boiling hot, to freezing cold. the weirdest thing is probs, half way through the day, all my sense come 'alive' i can be simply walking down the rd, and it feels like my ears pop and everything is louder, but it gets that loud it hurts. and my sight, gets clearer like everythings not so fuzzy anymore.
please dont reply and tell me im turing into a vampire (lol) or anything like that.
im just a confused littel girl, and could really do with some advice.
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Permalink Reply by Crystal Black on -
I am not sure what to tell you what is actually happening to you, but I have had the same problems before. Not as major as you describe, but about the same. From what you are saying what you feel, it could be some form of stress, but I cannot actually say that it is. What is happening in your life that you are not aware of, or what are your problems that you face in a day to day life?
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Permalink Reply by effy, starry eyed♥ on -
How did you deal?
Uh ... stuff is going on but its nothing new, so i dont know why it would effect me now :|
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Permalink Reply by MyEyesHurt on -
It seems you are going through a phase. By it I mean your are realizing life is made of nothing. There was nothing before and will be nothing after. You are speaking your own mind. All I can say is enjoy the moments in between. Don't let "nothing" stop you from doing anything you want to do.
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Permalink Reply by effy, starry eyed♥ on
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Thank you.
I suppose the moments in between are the reasons i do get out of bed :)
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Permalink Reply by MyEyesHurt on
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Your welcome
Enjoy for tomorrow is never promised.
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