My whole life has been pain and sorrow noone ever cared for me only ever three people I am inlove with my best friend and cant be with them it hurts so much to be around them what do you do when your true love has a true love I dont wont to lose him bit I cant tell him the truth and if I do alot of people will be hurt And I dont wish that maby im ment to stay alone lost in the dark no hope of light mabey.
No one is ment to be alone, i have been in your situation, and all i could do was wait and watch how it played out, the only difference was it was my two best friends going out. You have to find something to keep you distracted, I didnt distract my self, i just started drifting away. Eventually he left his girlfriend and i started going out with him, but it was really hard to think of him as more that a friend, do what your heart tells you to, it will all work itself out eventually
u will find some one who loves u and ull be happy trust me i thought the same thing and i found an awsome person and now im happy so dont worry about it u wont be alone 4 ever