Do you ever get urges to run?
Do you ever feel like life has no point and it should just end?
Do you ever feel like something your not?
Do you know there is another part of you?
If so what?
I want you to answer these if you would like.I want to know what you are like and if you have any questions for me,feel free to ask.
yes i feel like running from people and myself and pain
yes sometimes i believe there is no point to it it just stretches on and on leaving scar after scar on hearts all around the world.
yes i feel like i should be one of those people that help others instead of the person i am that hides in shadows.
yes there is more parts to me there is different emotions and things i feel and pretty much different me's like a strong one and a weak one one that cries and one that fights.
To run like I'm being chased. Chased by a shadow that can kill. That has killed
Like there's nothing left to live for. Like nothing is even worth caring about. Like it should all just be over.
Like I'm not me. Like I'm outof my own body where no where to run.Like I'm everthing oposite of what i am.
There's something i cant find. Nothing I can see to be mine.But feeling something more than what i am.
I'm so lost. I just don't know. These feelings creep in. Trying to overtake me. Overtake my body. And make me
into something more. But in all the same something less.
I know my reply kinda sounded like a poem but its the truth like I running from everyone and everything, Like theres smthing missing. Like im not what i am.
I always feel like I just wanna run and run and never look back - I feel trapped inside my life where I have to pretend to be someting I'm not every goddamn day.
to run yeah all the time it relaxes me
ive felt like theres no point a lot but if i ended it i would hurt people
yeah i feel like what i do is pointless and that all i want to do is help people but i dont have the strengh to do it
i sometimes feel a great anger like a beast trying to break free