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God DAMN IT!!!!!!!!! AGAIN!!!!

My boyfriend is fucking two-timing me!!! The first time I opened my heart up in 50 years and this happens. People couldn't give two shits about my happiness!!! What the Hell did I fucking do? This is the very last time I will EVER care. Stupid human, he is such a lil prick. I am never going to be loved am I? AM I!? NO!!! Why!? BECAUSE MY LIFE IS ALREADY SCREWED! I'M SICK OF THIS SHIT! Someone help me! God FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyhoo update time!! I'm over it and I'm letting him get some choco-therapy and possibly move or die or something! haha thnks to all of you guys you really picked me up on my feet again. love u alllz!

Thanks Again,
~Belladonna

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Permalink Reply by Sultana on September 30, 2009 at 4:26am: that guy is an idiot for doin that
ur a great person and deserve better

Permalink Reply by Belladonna. on September 30, 2009 at 10:19pm: Yeha I guess. But there won't be another

Permalink Reply by Sultana on October 2, 2009 at 6:28am: u never know

Permalink Reply by Belladonna. on October 2, 2009 at 11:25pm: meh.

Permalink Reply by ButterFly Love on September 30, 2009 at 5:13am: Don't let this make you closed minded. After all we all make mistakes don't we? Your boyfriend did you a favor if you have not noticed it. It takes humans witts to figure it out if you can't.

Permalink Reply by Belladonna. on September 30, 2009 at 10:19pm: I guess yheah

Permalink Reply by Hope on September 30, 2009 at 10:39pm: You know my friend there are alot of asshole losers in this world and you may open your heart to them and they may stomp on it ,but they are worthless!! You are a great person who diserves someone who is gonna treat you the right way,the way you diserve girl!!! So yeah screw him,but dont close your heart off cause he for dam sure isnt worth it!!!!!!

Permalink Reply by Belladonna. on September 30, 2009 at 10:47pm: I know. But I went through a lot of guys...I'm scared to open my heart now. I swore last time would be my last, and it wasn't...Only to be shattered again.

Permalink Reply by Hope on September 30, 2009 at 11:14pm: Listen girl I have gone through it so many times thinking I was in love,finding out he was a peice of shit and getting my heart broken,but girls like us are strong Bella we can over come! That's what we do and every time they come at us and hurt us we get stronger and laugh in there faces!!! I know how it feels and I know how it hurts,but one day you'll see my dear friend it will be worth it to keep your heart open!!!!

Permalink Reply by Belladonna. on September 30, 2009 at 11:35pm: I don't know. I don't think I'll be taken any time soon.

Permalink Reply by The Spook on September 30, 2009 at 11:42pm: Be single for a while. Don't harden your heart, but keep it safe. Live and learn, dearest Belladonna. It is time to get picky with those you keep around. Make men jump through hoops to get to you, know them better than they do themselves. You have the know how and the skills.