Have you ever wanted or loved something or someone that you couldn't have??? what stopped you or got in your way?? how did you get through it or did you even get through it?? please let me know...
I have loved someone that I couldnt have because it was too dangerous for him. I wanted him too much and when I was near him I would lose all control..it was my idea that to leave him, I didnt want him to get hurt because of me. I would have never been able to live with myself if I had ever hurt him. And now I can hardly live with myself because I left him, I hurt him more then ever and myself. He was the only one I ever loved and will ever love.
My heart is forever broken ...I feel like a monster.