okay so i tried to take my life a couple days ago as you can tell it didnt work. i feel like im useless and nobody wants me here and people could care less if i was alive or dead. i have been a self harmer for at least 3 or 4 years. all this is cause of one bastard that fucked me up for life. he rapped me when i was 4 til i was 8. once i was able to understand what the asshole did i started cutting. i dont know what i want to do anymore, should i try taking my life one last time?
If you're set on suicide, you probs won't care what i have to say...
But anyway.
You shouldn't kill yourself tbh, or if you do, leave a long list of names,
Blaming people for what you did.
Make 'em suffer good and proper :)
Don't let this asshole win. It's terrible enough that he stole your innocence, don't let him steal your life as well. Don't give him the satisfaction! A good life is the best revenge. And I care if you live or die, Anna...I care. I've had a similar experience. It'll get better, easier...I PROMISE!
i agree with Sterling. taking your life will be like telling him that he won. take all the hurt and the pain and the anger and use it. find a way to channel all that into something productive. and i know that you're probably reading this thinking that its easier said than done...well, it is easier said than done. but you WILL get there. and when you do, it will feel good. i have been to the bottom. i was suicidal and i have attempted. i needed help to get better, so i got the help i needed and i made the decision that come Hell or high water, i was going to pull through. i did. and i feel like i accomplished something real. getting better, and out of this feeling and this way of thinking was the hardest thing i've ever done, but it is by far the most rewarding. and i know that you can get there too. because if i can get better...anyone can.