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Feeble attempts to flee from the darkness engulfing me wholly,
Never truly wishing to escape, only to run away temporarily.
Tearing my way through the anger which pummels me,
Piercing deeply into a soul whos light faded long ago.
Sinking into a mind, reasoning with the demons of my past,
An empty shell so full to the brim, pulling away from the familiar.
Unknown to the world that surrounds, cast out from all there is,
Transparent and becoming invisible, all emotions disappearing with time.
Seeping into my pores, a darkened aura of the lost,
Seeking to pull under all that longs to be and all there was.
Still running now, back into the darkness, welcoming and enviting,
Never more mistaking cruelty for the safety my heart so cherishes.
The anger only emmiting from a body so strung out,
My pierced skin, wounds now healed and scar stricken.
A past, reminding me that once lost, what I held dear is no more,
Forgotten, the memories surfaced and fading.
Resting In Peace, forever more looking at those who still reside,
A ghost of the past, my transluscent memory forever paralyzed in an immortal state, evermore watching.

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