Scars

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Permalink Reply by ChaosLegion on December 17, 2008 at 8:06am

Hey sweety. What's up?
How do you mean ravaged?

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Permalink Reply by bonnie on December 17, 2008 at 8:10am

Hey not too much here. Ravaged; destroyed, ruined etc.. I'm a cutter. Just putting out some advice for others to not to the same.

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Permalink Reply by ChaosLegion on December 17, 2008 at 8:28am

Jsut because you have done that doesn't mean you have ravaged or destroyed your body. Yes its sad that you did it but it's in the past. Even I cut once, it released the stress. The problem is what;'s causing you to do it sweety?

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Permalink Reply by bonnie on December 17, 2008 at 8:32am

That is true, sometimes I just feel like I've done something disgusting by the way people look at me. It really does release stress for me too, and sometimes I suppose it feels like nothing else can make me feel better. But either way, I'm not here to complain about my problems or look for sympathy I am just here to be made an example of.

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Permalink Reply by ChaosLegion on December 17, 2008 at 8:48am

As well as i'm not trying to have sympathy or think you are complaining... I am simply giving some insight from my life. My biggest thing is when I meet someone new i want them to be happy and help them as much as i can. I love being there for my friends and i love getting to know new people.

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Permalink Reply by bonnie on December 17, 2008 at 8:49am

That is very kind of you :] It's nice when you can offer insight to someone facing problems that you have already experienced. I also love being there for my friends and I would love to get to know you! You seem very nice.

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Permalink Reply by ChaosLegion on December 17, 2008 at 8:52am

Although sometimes miss judged, I find myself as a very trusting friend that will help however I can when i can, provided the same curtousy is used for me. You seem like a very nice and interesting person. So what are you up to sweety?

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Permalink Reply by bonnie on December 17, 2008 at 8:54am

I am just trying to figure out what I should do to pass some time. I can't sleep, so I was considering staying on here, reading, cleaning my room, or possibly eating a salad out of pure boredom lol
I agree with what you said, about helping friends in need. Especially when they return the favour. How is your night going?

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Permalink Reply by ChaosLegion on December 17, 2008 at 9:08am

I have had many a night like that, no matter how hard you try you can't sleep so you look for something to do.. Staying on here would be a good idea cuz then we can talk :-)
and eating a salad is pure boredom lol.
And i'm glad that you agree with helping friends, like with me, my phone is never off because of that off chance that one of my friends will call me really needing my help. I tell all my friends if you really need to talk to someone you can call me and wake me up if need be and i will be there for you the best I can. My night is going fairly well, went and hung out with my friend went to an arcade and ate dinner. How is yours?

Permalink Reply by bonnie on December 19, 2008 at 10:17am

That must have been hard to realize.. Same thing happened to me on a vacation a few years ago. And I thought they were bad back then...
Lucky you about your dad not asking.

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Permalink Reply by bonnie on December 19, 2008 at 10:16am

I'm having the same troubles with mine especially because I don't know how to stop and I don't want him to see. I'm sorry that people act that way to you it seems to be asking too much of people to understand. Long sleeves are my best friend too. Don't be embarrassed of your scars, I don't people make you feel like you've done something disgusting by the looks you get.. I get them too, but you're not.

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Permalink Reply by Alicia Marie on December 19, 2008 at 11:17am

ive got tons... and i used to model.... theres people out there that dont understand, but there's people out there that embrace you for who you are and want to help. i'm lucky that ive found a couple people like that. heh. and my 'father' saw a couple stray marks that he knew werent from me fallin and scrapping or from surgery... and i told him the truth... now he's never been my best friend. but the day he 'talked' to me about cutting myself was the day i promised him i would never talk to him again and that it was my mistake to think he could care or love me in the first place.... ive learned how to wear my scars proud, and yes most people are bugged by it... but theyre the reason i did it in the first place... so they dont bother me anymore. and if anybody ever needs anybody to talk to im here. :) ive been through alot... and i can sympathize... so just know you have a friend that cares :)

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