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So very disapointed... (Dont read, you might get angry)

Well... I'm not a vampire... I'm not a werewolf... I'm not... anything like that. I was curious and wanted to meet some, hoping that maybe there were some on her.

While I am not the above... something I am is an empath. Most of you might not even know what that is. -Sigh- and I'm to nice not to tell you.An empath is someone who can feel others. You can feel their thoughts... there intentions.. their feelings.

While I personally believe that every one has some kind of empathic ability... there are a feel... special ones. Ones that can feel others through the words they write... or type. One that, even after months, can walk into the house of a broken home and feel the pain. I may not have honed my skills fully, but I am a little stronger. I am what you would call a healer... Sometimes without even realizing it I will heal others... You have a headache? Aw don't worry it will be mine in about 5 minutes, you will feel better soon.

Anyway... enough about me... the real reason I wrote this is because of my overwhelming and growing disappointment. Unlike most empaths, I have... kind of a built in lie detector. While most of the time I just sit back.. and listen to the person lieing. I usually am respectful and don't call the person out. Sometimes it can get very hard, because of my upbringing I was lied to constantly, and I hated it, it is one of the reasons I can detect them a lot better then other empaths.

Like I said, I came on this site to find out if there were any real... different people... (trust me.. I know there are... I have met some real different people... ) Wile I came out of curiosity... I might leave out of anger. All I have found on this site are a bunch of teenagers desperately wanting to be different and find other different people to help them be different. (following.. it might get confusing)

I tried the sitting there polity...I listened to them... I ground my teeth a bit at each lie. What got me was when they started talking about killing people, and then one person claimed to be the span of satan himself, then another said they was a vampire but could also change into a werewolf... Can you really try to make yourself so important? -sigh- maybe I should stop here before I make alot of people angry...

There is just one question... for who ever has read all of this... Is this site real under all the... lies... or is it just some game... A game were people can come, drop everything at the door, and just pretend to be something they truly are not?

Also, for some of you that can't answer my question truthfully, please don't try... I just want you to actually think about it though... How can you love yourself... when you can even except yourself as you are... You've made friends on here? good. They should like you the same as you really are...

Thank you for your time and attention. (for those of you that actually read it all...)

p.s. Please don't be angry with me... I warned you in the title... I'm actually a pretty nice person... I just... couldn't stand it any more...

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Permalink Reply by £lla Cl@n on June 23, 2009 at 9:55pm: WOW....

Can you realy know when people are lying? That must be frustrating.....to know when people are lying and just pretend you've heard nothing....
Lol....I'm no vampire and no werewolf......well, maybe I'm just a freak.....I just replied because I feel the same way about people not being proud of who they are...and trying to be something else......well, and it's also funny to see them struggle so hard....anyways...

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Permalink Reply by Gabriel† on June 23, 2009 at 9:58pm: This site is not under all the lies. If it was, then people like you could not exist. There are role players, and teenagers. But you see, they never bother us, the real Otherkin.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by The Spook on June 23, 2009 at 10:08pm: I know how you feel. Some days it is easy to sit back and enjoy laughing at the lies. The feel of the words sometimes tickle and other times it is just frustrating. Most of the time I avoid coming online on those days but I can't resist others. The worst part is when I call out people's bluffs and they become furious with me no matter how kindly, gently, and softly I do it. I mean... shouldn't I be the one enraged for being lied to?

Any ways... There is some truth under the lies, you just have to keep looking. There are many of us who know what we talk about and are truthful, but not many.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Xenia on June 23, 2009 at 10:10pm: I believe that some people here actually are true about what they say. Whether it's vampire, werewolf etc.
But again, there's A LOT of posers, wannabees, that just want the attention - want to be "different" in the same way as a vampire is. I believe that most people here are the last kinds. The posers.
But it's up to the different people to decide whether they like each other or not - poser or real..; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Lynda on June 23, 2009 at 10:23pm: I just wanted to thank you all for replying truthfully. ^.^

-smiles softly- Yes I can tell when people are lieing. Some people you don't really have to empathic to tell they are lieing. I've always considered myself a freak :3 but, I think that's a lot better then strapping vampire or something to yourself when your really not one.

Gabriel thank you. I've realized that maybe there are some genuine people under all the rest. Maybe I should take some time and look harder.

Lol spook, your message made me laugh. I feel like you might have some empathic abilities... which doesn't surprise me. If you would like, I can give you the link to my empath site, maybe you can learn a few things.

lol Xenia I believe you that there are people who are telling the truth, it is just hard to find them.

(Sorry I had to write you replies in bulk like this X3 I didn't realize so many people would reply and be nice. I thought I would make peopel angry); ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by The Spook on June 23, 2009 at 11:18pm: Please send me the link. I may have a few things to add myself. Two minds collaborating on their experiences is better than just one. ^.^; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Xenia on June 23, 2009 at 11:22pm: It's very hard to find those who speak the truth. But I'll continue to look for them. ^^; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by NinetailedFoxDemonFromHell on June 23, 2009 at 10:45pm: 1 thing ^^ there r ppl here who come to role play and have fun and that sumtimes does mean lieing ^^ and i have to say i roleplay alot in here but when i write in blogs and other stuff like that i write as much of the truth as i can without giving my whole life away ^^ so it may take a bit to find the truth in ppl but there should be a bit of truth in what theyre saying ^,^

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Permalink Reply by Hope on June 23, 2009 at 11:01pm: Lynda I just wanna say I know what you are saying I to am an empath which is sometimes a heavy burden to bear,but is also quite a gift!! I can sense when people are lying but my abilities are more to do with emotions!! I know it seems frustrating to you that some people come on here and say theyre something there not and tell a bunch of stupid lies,but I think alot of it is because they are lost in this world and this is the one place they can fit in! Alot of these teenagers really are very sad and they break my heart when I talk to them! Just so you know there are some on here who are exactly what they say they are and they are worth learning from. The others,unless there hurting something just try and ignore it. They are just trying to fit in somewhere!!!; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Lynda on June 23, 2009 at 11:15pm: I am glad there is another empath on here. : D Are you familiar with the empath community site? If not I can give you the link.. it has helped me a lot over the years. It is also a nice place to ground yourself if to many feelings get in.. and you get overwhelmed.

-nods slowly- yes I know... I've felt that about some of the teenagers... I even noticed there is an emo support group... -sighs sadly- If they would except themselves for who they are... i'm sure things would be better....; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by The Spook on June 23, 2009 at 11:23pm: Very true (about the emo community). Being overly emotional is what they claim to be, but they seem to be overly whiny and cannot accept themselves, their problems, or other people's opinions. It is so frustrating when they ask for help from depression and they really have no idea how it feels to be truly depressed.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Emilie on June 24, 2009 at 3:21am: i agree with some of what you say, there are role players and liers. I hate it aswell. How ever you must understand that some of us know very much who we are and do except ourselves. Sometimes its accepting others thats hard, or maybe they are just having a hard time in general. And please, i mean this in the most kindheartedly way possible, if you do not truely know someone - with senses beyond some of us or not, you do not truely know what is going on in their life. Please take these words to heart and think about it,
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