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take me out

please someone take me out
it really hurt's
its so unfair its not fair and i hate it

Permalink Reply by Cerulean on September 17, 2009 at 11:26pm: ... you mean 3 years.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Holly on October 6, 2009 at 2:20pm: KUDOS TO THAT I AM SO SICK OF HERING I WANT TO KILL MYSELF THESE PEOPLE SHOULD BE BANNED IT IS WAY OUT OF CONTROL. I AM TIRED OF TELLING PEOPLE WHAT THEY WANT TO HEAR, CUZ THAT IS ALL IT IS BOO HOO YOUR LIFE SUCKS. WELL SWEETHEARTS I GREW UP IN FOSTERCARE WAS ABUSED MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY AND SEXUALLY AND WHEN THEY GOT SICK OF ME SHIPPED ME OFF SOMEWHERE ELSE I WENT TO 10 DIFFERENT SCHOOLS WAS AFRAID TO MAKE FRIENDS CUZ EVERYTIME I DID I WOULD NOT BE WELCOME ANYMORE. I GREW UP MOVED ON. YOUR LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT TO BE. IF YOU THINK THE WORST, THE WORST WILL BE. YEAH EVERYONE HAS PROBLEMS AND REMEMBER WHEN YOU THINK YOU GOT IT BAD THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO HAS IT FAR WORSE OFF THAN YOU. i APOLIGIZE IF YOU TAKE THIS PERSONALLY IT IS NOT JUST GENERATED TOWARD YOU IT IS TO ALL THESE PEOPLE ON THIS SITE THAT THINK THAT KILLING YOURSELF OR HAVING SOMEONE ELSE DO IT IS THE ANSWER OPEN YOUR EYES IT IS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Fang on October 8, 2009 at 10:46am: right, someone else has it harder than you so don't go saying stuff like that...
(no need to shout holly); ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by zaila flare death on October 8, 2009 at 11:10am: i understand..
you dont have to shout at me
you can talk to me calmly; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Fang on September 19, 2009 at 4:14pm: Idiot!!!
stop saying stuff like that!!!
you mustn't die for some stupid reason/drama...
it's just stupid...
(sorry for shouting); ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by zaila flare death on September 20, 2009 at 11:21am: you wont understand
you can only understand me if you feel it on your own
i was left by the one i love thought i would leave him
he always hurting me i still remember the day i kneel down my knee but he just turn around and left me
and the stupid thing is i still love him; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Fang on September 20, 2009 at 12:37pm: If it's stupid, why do you continue???
Also...
Do you even know what he thinks???
Do you even know what he went through???
Do you even know how he feels about it???
Understand what's happened before you judge stuff...; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by zaila flare death on September 24, 2009 at 5:48am: because i love him better than he do
no matter what i do i still thinking of him and continue wanting him to love me

thats the thing i try to ask him but all he say is to think of it on my own
so do you think i would understand that
do he also knew were i went through?
i didnt know cause he dont even tell me
but do he also know what i feel?

do he knew how things hurt me
saying he wont leave me but see he already do that

how do you feel if the one you love pushing you to someone you dont deserve to
saying that its better for me but he didnt know he's the only one i wanted

no matter how hard i try he still cant see why am i like this i dont want to be alone.
so i hang up with someone and do nothing keeping myself busy but he still appear on my mind

if you think its a drama then let it be so
i wont convince you to understand me

all my life no one dare to wipe my tears they just say go on
all my life no one dare hold me they just keep pushing me on

look how stupid i am i end up on my own; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Fang on September 24, 2009 at 2:15pm: so why not tell him, he keeps asking you why your like that but you just tell him lies, you never tell him how you really feel...
he left you for some reasons, one is that you keep lying to him, you also keep hiding stuff from him...
and lastly, you keep saying he's the only one...
how are you sure???; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by zaila flare death on September 26, 2009 at 7:04am: i want to tell him but i see on my own eyes that he's not ready to hear it
im to afraid to lost him so i hide the truth

i already stop lying
and i dont remember i hide things only one but he already knew it

i knew it i cant prove it now but
im sure of it; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Fang on October 5, 2009 at 6:38pm: you can't be sure even if you say you are...
there are a lot more people to come that is better suited for you than him, you're still young, more better things are to come in your life...; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by zaila flare death on October 6, 2009 at 5:37am: i do meet lots of people better than him.
better persons that wont make me cry wont make me wait
wont make me jealous
im so tired for all this fight and its over now
its enough i lost lots of people who love me and i dont want it to happen again.

i think your saying to me to let go and im tired keep hanging on waiting for him to take me up.
its hard to let go and its up to him if he find better than
me its not my lost i do what i can do the things he never knew.

i just want to say sorry to him cause im to selfish when we still together
i never wanted to hurt him, i knew he love me and i want him to know that i love him to...
and i need to find myself first...
ive done my mission and no one will ever try to hurt him..
so i can think of myself now, his stronger than me he never needed me to make his life brighter he got lots of friend that can make him satisfied.
and i have my own to...
now i can do what i want...; ▶ Reply to This

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