Pull the trigger,
Chug your last drops of red rum,
this'll be so much fun.
Years of pain
months of tears
weeks of cuts
days of blood
hours of bruises
minutes of death
and my last seconds for my breath
It sounds corny, but it's the way I feel.
People tell me not to cut, but I can't help it.
I can't talk to anyone.
When is the right time to call for help?
I know now,
but it's too late to quite.
Yes if you are serious and not just playing the attention game. there is a site I stumbled upon the other day called http://www.twloha.com/vision/ It has allot of help for allot of people just promise me you'll check it out and let me know if it helps. By the way its an org called To write love on her arms. I dont think that just any one person can help you its a group effort. Here is an excerpt of their vision.......
MISSION STATEMENT:To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery.
VISION:
The vision is that we actually believe these things…
You were created to love and be loved. You were meant to live life in relationship with other people, to know and be known. You need to know that your story is important and that you're part of a bigger story. You need to know that your life matters.
We live in a difficult world, a broken world. My friend Byron is very smart - he says that life is hard for most people most of the time. We believe that everyone can relate to pain, that all of us live with questions, and all of us get stuck in moments. You need to know that you're not alone in the places you feel stuck.
We all wake to the human condition. We wake to mystery and beauty but also to tragedy and loss. Millions of people live with problems of pain. Millions of homes are filled with questions – moments and seasons and cycles that come as thieves and aim to stay. We know that pain is very real. It is our privilege to suggest that hope is real, and that help is real.
I hope this helps you !!!!!!
Holly if you wanna talk add me and I will help futher if I can.