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Who's been broken?

Who's been broken? If you have and haven't let it out, talk to me!

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Permalink Reply by Ravey neo on July 17, 2009 at 11:41pm: Take some time off, don't rush things, your feelings are most important

Permalink Reply by DaRk SoUl on July 18, 2009 at 12:21am: i have been broken, torn a part by men, and now, one who i have fell in love wiht, now, i see him, feel him touch me, sense his presence, have dreams about him....and his mortal too....i wish i died now.....; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Ravey neo on July 18, 2009 at 12:23am: Why do you wish to die?; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by DaRk SoUl on July 18, 2009 at 12:27am: because i'm through, i'm just 14 years old, and already so many men have hurt me, pushed me around, hit me, pushed me away....i'm done....; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Ravey neo on July 18, 2009 at 12:29am: Don't say that, there's plenty of other people that love you as well, don't give up hope; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by DaRk SoUl on July 18, 2009 at 12:35am: i'm getting married to a vampire named alex sparks, but we both want gone...something is taking oer me...it cant be..anyone's fault bt mine, so can i jst be, part of something newer than this place, i wish to live somewhere else, where the gods love me....oh where they love me......; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Ravey neo on July 18, 2009 at 12:42am: So your not sure?; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Nightelf on July 18, 2009 at 4:28am: Iv been broken, and iv had the stitchs that were sewn into my heart ripped open wide once more.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Ravey neo on July 18, 2009 at 5:07am: What happened?; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Nightelf on July 20, 2009 at 12:07pm: I found a guy that was just like me, and (i no alot of people say that) lol. We had every little thing in comen to a point it was stupied but awsome. And we were dateing for almost our 6th month. But a couple months b4 found out that my parents didnt wanna meet him and that they didnt want us dateing. HE goes to a diff school and lives a few citys away. And we didt see each other much. We had to sneak around my parents. He is athiest and went to church for me, met at the lib that type thing. Public places parents wouldnt look. And we were happy. He said i didnt matter that he just wanted to be with me. He knew my past. My past is filled with pain, and not alot of happy memerys in my life. And he promised he would never hurt me that i was the one that fixed everything in his life that he truely loved me more then any1. That no1 that our fam, friends or enimeys would get in our way. That he would never put me threw what i had to go threw again. That he was diferant like me. Then he broke up w me b4 our 6th month avir. sayin it was cuz i deserved to be with some1 that would be there for me and take care of me. And he got with another girl.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Ravey neo on July 20, 2009 at 12:14pm: Do you think it was because of the other girl?; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Nightelf on July 21, 2009 at 11:56am: I kinda do. But in a way part of me says it was cuz we counlnt see each other but then it feels like im just lying to myself to hide the extra pain. Every thing i do reminds me of him, and its sicking. Iv delt with alot of shit in my life, and that fucked me up bad. My dad physically,mental,and emtionally, and when i got older sexualy abused me my whole life. And Still mental,and emtionaly. And u can see how that makes a person, and every1 i no says im strong but i dont belive it. I basically hide my problems, to help others. Im that one friend u see that will take crying phone calls at 2 in the dam morning just to help my friend. Or walk to her house in the dark, or sneak in a window trying not to wake her parents, (when im aloud in when ever) and almost get aressted cuz of a silent alarm. Im the one that is so close to her friends guys and girls that i can relate to them both, and i have feelings when something is wrong. I hide my issues to help others. My probs to me are nothing important. But he fucked me up so bad it felt like dad hurting me al over again.; ▶ Reply to This