wow, my mom is like that. its really annoying, i never told her about the whole rape thing bc she would flip and overreact... i know i should tell her and put my ex in jail but its hard to explain why i don't. so u used to be emo?
thats good u won't cut again, i won't put him in jail bc... him and his friends did it but i didn't see all of them bc they blind folded me, so my ex said if i told one of them would do it again and kill me after.... so i can't tell.
my life is simply fucked up... i was raped by my father from the age of 2-4, my parents divorced when i was 4, i was raped by a friend of the family's son when i was 8, i got into drugs at 10, got clean, turned to alcohol, was mixed with the "wrong crowd", turned suicidal at 11, then went "emo"... and yea... i am no longer suicidal or anything... but i am currently on my 9th therapist, and the situation with my father is simply fucked up...
no you are not, and i believe that there is at least 1 person that truly loves you. i mean, for every person, there is at least 1 person that truly loves them. does that make sense?