UGH! Man it this sucks! I can't ever find anyone i can hang onto! A part of me wants to just run from home, hunt and kill just for the hell of it. The Hunter in me wants to get rid of this pain I feel. I can stand my heart feeling this way.
Pain is something that can be removed so easily, especial when it concernes the heart. I loved then lost, im still in the heart broken stage, i thought that was it my life has no menaing to go on any more i felt dead inside. I had so many people telling me is wasnt the end of the world but i just couldnt see it that way. My personal favourite "time it just takes time" fuck time, was all i could think, but it turns out time is the best healer. As for your keeping hold of one person, its again falls to time, all you can do is wait until the one who you really seek is ready to come and find you, time, the greatest healing and killer. Just idont give up your search im sure she is out there looking for you right now.