Whoaa caps. Caps make my eyes hurt. Why are you yelling?
I didn't mean /you/ are negative, only that your posts seem to be a bit morbid. Just an observation.. whatever you choose to think about is your choice.
It would really depend on what I would be suffering for, if it was something I thought was worth it, I would, but only if I couldn't reverse it, because if i could reverse it i would eventually, and I would want to keep suffering so I wouldn't break whatever deal I had for whatever I thought was worth it. It would be extemely horrible and I would hate it every second and it would drive me insane and to hate everything I have come to know if I suffered forever.