are you upset all the time because your alone....cuz i can find sum1 for you....I have two love based groups on this site.If your unhappiness stems from something else....well tell me and i'll do my best to help.Also see WWW.OKCUPID.COM its an amazing dating site and its free.
Have you told the police?They may be able to help find the scum bagg....in anycase i have extreme prejudice for rapist and just that last comment has got me trebbling in rage.My advice is to see the pilice get examined and tell ur BF or find a new one.The most important thing to remember is that its not your fault....IF ANYONE SAYS OTHERWISE.......THEY.....idk...thier wrong.plz see elizabeth if u can...if you would rather me then i'll continue.I'm so sorry.....='[ my siblings and i went through that....i know the pain.
i told the police and i'm afraid to tell my boyfriend because...i dont know...i would rather continue with you because i relate better with guys then girls. they won't find him because i don't remember anything just black eyes...and then pain...it was so bad that i started bleeding from...there
Don't let this run the way the rest of your life goes.I really think you need a BF who can protect you...idk where the netherlands are....as i live in MA and have never heard that term b4.If its not in the states then I highly suggest A new BF.Or as an alternative always travel in large groups.I kno the last thing you want is to be near guys now but find nice ones and keep them close instead of travling alone.Might wanna start carrying hotsauce mixed with cyanne pepper and water in some kind of spray device as an added messure.I wish u lived in MA...I started a large vigilante group that hunts monsters like that!We haven't had much trouble in my city for a few months now.
My best advice is to mix cyan pepper and hotsauce with a little water inside some kind of squirt device.It acts as Mace.Carry something to protect yourself.Good luck...i hope and pray things get better.