forever

what happened to us? where did we go?
because i just don't feel the same
is something messed up with my head or have i really lost it,
or was it just a fleeing hope
it seemed like at one time i was addicted to everything about you
then what happened.now you don't even leave footprints in
my emotions .
i used to feel the exotic felling of warmth in my chest each
time i heard or gazed at your name.
now when you call it's just "hey,how are you's"and "i love
you 2's ",but apparently not meaning a word.
maybe my father was really right "we just don't need to
be,you would just end up hurting me".
but of course it's me getting crushed again ,i never
believed i was in the least bit fragile until i meet you.
you showed me,the fragile crystal rose i was, the edge es
chipped and the inside more fragile then the rest.
because i am so easily broken and shattered, i guess another
piece just broke off, the piece containing you.