idk wat the title is yet

Tears glisening. Smiles Fading. Hope Deminishing
All I could think was its over...He never cared.
"Zaydina, he walked away from you, just forget him." i looked up at my friend Arienoa.
"Arienoa, i loved him..." i whispered.
"Yeah, and he left you. No good-byes, no hand shake, nothing, forget him." i looked down. He DID say it was important....he said he never wanted to leave... "Come on Zaydina, lets go. we are going to be to class."
My name is Zaydina Haryu. Im a Seinor in high school, and i get stright A's. So far my school life and my home life almost seemed like two diffrent worlds.one person made that possible.
Derek. The hotest guy in the whole school. My home life seem like a world were i was the good girl, i always did what i was told, i never faught back or yelled. But at school...Derek changed that. He was like the kind of guy any girl would fall head over heels for with just one conversation with him. He was a guy that was friends with everyone, nobody didnt not like him. I met him back in junior year, and we clicked almost instantly. We started dating and hanging out a lot. I dont think i was really in love with him at frist. Not till i heard him sing. If you put Amy Lee, Taylor swift, espen lind, thats his voice, its amazing.
Two months ago Derek told me he had to go, that something important was up, and hed be back for me soon...everyone thinks he just left, without saying goodbye. But no one knows...what Derek really is.......

i will add more to it but i need to know if its good....