Hey,
This is very hard for me to say but I don’t know what’s going on with me. I have these things that I can do that scare the living day lights out of me and I need help figuring them out. I haven’t told many people about these things but I’m willing to tell the world if I can just get some help. I’ve been told that I am a very, very old soul in a teenage body and that I’m too mature for my own bracket….
I’ll list the things that have been going on…
* when I was in grade 4 I was walking towards a house that was said to be haunted at lunch time, my friends were scared of going near the house and ran away but I was intrigued (this house was across the road from the school that I was in, we aren’t allowed to leave the school grounds until it’s home time and I had crossed the road) I felt as if something was pulling at me to take a peek, it was a steep hill the front gate and as I was climbing through the gate I heard a teacher calling me name and telling me to get back over there, I took one last glance at the house before I went back across the road and I saw the tattered curtain be lifted, as if a hand was pulling it aside, slowly. I know it was very, very windy but this curtains weren’t moving until is was slowly lifted as if it was being pulled aside for a better look from something inside but I could see any hands or a face. Then I turned my back and walked away, my heart racing, wanting to go back and explore.
* I don’t dream, at all unless they a warped and twisted but if they are not warped and twisted and just little dreams that seem normal then I have to expect when I wake up that these will come to pass
* It seems as if my emotions are tied to events that involve me or my love ones and when ever I’m seriously depressed I have to expect something bad to happen and visa-versa. For example, one night when my boyfriend was visiting, I was really depressed and nothing he did helped my mood, he asked me what was wrong and I said ‘I don’t know, I… I just… I don’t know. Something is wrong…’ he said not to worry about it and then said that he had to go soon… I was shocked at how soon he had to leave then another emotion took over and I just didn’t want him to leave, he couldn’t leave, I told him to stay and don’t leave but he said he had to go… not 10 minutes later I was running out the door because someone had let me know that the person who just left here had a bike accident… he had broken his collar bone and had a concussion. Not a week later he said he would listen to me next time I was in one of those moods.
* and the last thing that isn’t as freaky but still scary is that I get vibes from people telling me if they are good, bad or otherwise. The vibe is right under my breast in the middle near my ribs and it actually vibrates.
If you have some answers’ please help me =(…. I want to learn how to control it…
Thanks
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