I think this would be the perfect group to post this in...

Alright so here's what my Supernatural encounters and some of my big nightmares have been. I copy and psted this from both an E-mail to a friend, and a previous discussion I had. It's VERY VERY LONG! Just to warn you. But I'm curious as to what you all think about them. i also posted this up for my "Family" to see. So yeah..let me know what you think:

Supernatrual Encounters:

"Sometimes it's just someone calling my name when no one actually did, others...they really scare me.

Once I had a dark figure standing in my room
Another time a spirit actually touched me (but it was more like it was trying to figure out what was under the blanket)
Another when i woke up to see the bloody face of a man about 3 inches from mine (that REALLY scared me)
Another time I've heard something scurry in my room (did that twice in one night), and it distictly sounded like TWO legs.
Another time when it sounded like my bedroom window was opening, then it sounded like my closet being opened, and then I heard voices talking (and it wasn't from the music I was listening to)
And the occasional calling out my name. Usually though it's a voice I don't recognize.

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Dreams:

Then there were the two dreams that really frightened me. The first happened on a day (and it was day, really sunny), and I had my baby brother sleeping on my chest. Well i had fallen asleep. Didn't realize it at first though. Everything looked just the same, baby brother on my chest and everything. Except one thing. There at the end of my bed was what looked to me to either be Satan himself, or a scary, narly demon..um...how do I describe this...having it's "way with me". Then in the dream my siblings were banging on my door and asking if I was ok and the demon or whatever it was dissapeared. Then the whole music thing where it gets louder no matter what i do to turn it off happened. And then I woke up, sweating and scared.

The next dream that scared me so bad I went up stairs to dad and asked if I could sleep in the same room. I didn't fall asleep until the sun rose up and cried most of the night. That's how vivid it was. Here's how the dream went: I was in bed really drowsy. Then I feel some sort of invisible creature basically breast feeding off of me but it wasn't milk, it was energy and blood. As soon I realied what was going on I freaked out so I managed to knock whatever it was away and grabbed my lamp (it's one of those just touch it and it turns right on). I could FEEL the cold metal of the lamp and the dust that was on it! Well it wouldn't turn on so I got out of bed, tripping on stuff on my bedroom floor trying to get out of my bedroom. I could actually feel the pain of stepping on stuff and falling as I tripped over things. As I'm rushing out of my room a charcoal colored figure appears and attacks me. It's a small figure, about the size of a child. I fight it while fighting my way through our finished basement, tripping over my siblings' toys. (Could even feel the pain of that AND everything was in the exact same place as in reality). During the time I was fighting the creature and running towards the stairs it spoke to me. It said: "Mommy, I'm your daughter, why are you hurting me?" Then I told her that I have no daughter (cuz I have no children), which angered the creature and then I got to the stairs and battled even harder with it as I went up. And then I woke up.

So yeah...after those two dreams, my mother got me exorcism blessed salt to put around my window and door.

And I've had a few more dreams since those as well.

In one of them I was athome and my mom was home as well. In our livingroom, dining room, and kitchen there was a demonic presence. We couldn't really see and figures but they made themselves known. The I did the stupid them and called out to them. I told them. "This is a house for God's Children NOT Evil! Now Get Out!" I shouted "Get Out" again but when I did there was a strange force behind it which pissed off the demon and suddenly I felt this large force pull me. So I grabbed onto the dining room table for dear life and all of this world seemed to be blown away and I realized i was being dragged into hell. There are no words to describe what i saw and felt, as I was falling. It just seem to never end, I just kept falling, watching horror. Then I started to tell myself to wake up. "Wake up, Raven. Wake up, Raven. Wake up." I kept repeating that over and over. As I did another voice, I couldn't tell if it was male or female, kept chanting it with me. Suddly I felt the urge that I needed to let go of the table (cuz i was still clinging to it while I was falling in Hell). So i did and that's when i woke up.

Then another dream about a week after that one. It started out like it was going to be some sort of ramance mvoie. I was this guy's assitant who knew he was destined to be with this blonde chick but he had NO Confidence whatsoever. (actually it was more like I was seeing through the assistant's eyes). Anyways, I somehow managed to sleep with him, and afterwrds I descibed the chick to him (without telling him he was destined for her) and said that he needed a chick like that. Then we got up and i saw that it was raining. So we went to the window and since i like rain I said that it looked pretty. My boss in my dream (the guy I was the assitant for) looked a little grim. And he said "I can see things you can't and trust me it's not as beautiful." I was confused by this and looked again, only closer. There I saw that the buildings were being cover in blood, but it wasn't from the rain. I was a bit alarmed by this and looked at him. He confirmed that what i was seeing was real. Then it flashed over to another city. It was bright and kind of golden. Everyine got along, everyone was happy, everyone worked fine together. Then I saw this woman who apparently was the man's assitant ten years later (I was myself again and not the assitant anymore). She sensed that something was going to happen so she left. The two cities were apparently in the middle of a waste land but both were covered by a forcefield. The assistant went to the other city (not the golden one). There...Hell was on earth. She searched for her old boss and he was passed out, so she helped him and tried to get him to tell her what happened. But then i went to go look for my family and loved ones. I had to avoid and fight demons. I ended up saving and rescuing many people, even my family. then i managed to be where I babysit at and helped my boss pack up and she took not only her kids but my siblings as well. They were going to a safe haven in a hotel that was right inbetween the two cities. She asked me to stay and make sure all the doors were locked so that her pets had some sort of a chance. So i did. Then i left afterwards and searched for my parents. On the way I came across this building. It was torn and worn and there were people afaid to go outside because there were demons by the windows and doors. So I walked up to the demons, Lifted my hands up (as though I would praise God) and prayed. Very loudly and in a language I didn't understand. The demons sort of froze. Like they were in a trance. I told the people that, that was what they were suppose to do. I told them where to go and that it was safe for them now. Then I searched for my parents again. When I found them my neighbor said that she had an extra room at the safe haven and said we could go there. So we did. As we got close to the sfae haven men in blue uniforms (kinda light blue uniforms, I dunno, I'd never seen that shade of blue before) they took us to the safe haven hotel and there everyone seemed to be. Now all we had to do was wait for everyone else that was needing to be saved. And then i woke up.

Another dream I had.
It was toward the end of the 19th century. I was an adopted girl, I was in my 20s then. I had a foster brother who had become possed (again, crappy speller) by evil. He had slowly become a ghoulish looking creature. Well we had him lying in bed in his room. His fiance refused to leave his side, so she stayed with him. I left to go to bed, then i heard a scream. I rushed back into the room, only to find blood and pieces everywhere. There was my brother sitting on the floor. He looked like his old self again (except covered in blood). He looked at his hands, then me, then his hands again. He felt so sorry for what he did to her. He loved her very much. Then it flashed over to us being a Bedlam (the looney bin). He was back into his ghoulish form. They had him on one of those tables, tied down. Dr. van Helsing was there for some reason. I watched him for a while, then i went into another room. He kept asking to see me, but they wouldn't, so he broke free. He slaughtered everyone in sight. Then he chased me, which is when i woke up.

Alright, last nightmare I'll talk about. (I copy and pasted it from when i posted it up earlier on for everyone to see):
Alright for a few times now I keep dreaming about this particular family. Here's the big catch...They're ALL dead. It takes place in a huge house. The father is abusive and angry, the mother likes spending and is very into dresses (she's kind of in her own little world really). There are two uncles. One is sweet and enjoys fixing things and loves his radio, the other...well he's a sadistic rapist that stays in a room in the furnished basement. There's also a set of twins, a boy and girl, and they're horrifying children. I can't really describe what they do. Now I know at one point there was a reverand that stayed there for a while..but he was killed. In the dream, I'm sometimes the eldest child (who is still living and horrified), or someone investigating the house. The things that go on there are horrible and frightening. And after having this dream a few times now, it's really startin to get to me. I had it again last night.

At first I was investigating the house and the family of spirits ,with some characters from the show Supernatural. That was a new thing that happened in the dream..I yelled at some lady for putting the guys in danger. The older brother from supernatural had both of the twins' spirits in him trying to rip him from the inside out. I had to remove them. I kept yelling at the woman who wanted our help and warned her that these spirits actually could attach themselves to someone and hurt more..Not really sure what the TV show Supernatural had to do with it..It was a new thing to the dream anyways.

Moving on...Then it flashed over to me the eldest child and riding my bike in the neighborhood while the family was alive. Then it flashed to me running away as horrors started to happen. Something killing the family, and things I couldn't even describe to you."


So all I can figure is that I'm actually going crazy or I may in fact be attacked by evil, or I'm having some sort of past life memories, or the end isn't going to go exactly how everyone interprets it'll go, I dunno what exactly. My father told me that the enemy will attack us if we are doing what God wants us to. So yeah..I'm spirtiually confused right now. I just don't know what's going on with me. And I'm pretty sure I ran my old pastor away when I gave him the details of my dreams. What do you think?