Feelings of Uncertainty ((who do you ppl live for? or what do you live for?))

I live for myself and love only myself.

Nothing important is keeping me alive, yet im still living...

Why me?

Why do i always have to be the one to always feel pain?

I hold back my emotions

And supress my smile

So no one is aware of the feelings in my heart.

Yet on that cold winter day,

I felt something blossum in my heart.

A feeling i have no need to pursue.




What do you guys think??
I tried writing something different and it came out like this.... strange anyways, please comment. suggestions are welcome. i still need to polish it up but its all i got right now. ^-^ Oh yeah, and i'm curious to know who you guys live for or what you live for.
Cause what i live for is nothing exotic. Myself, basically.
p.s. the first line "I live for myself and love only myself" is a quote from Gaara who is on a show called Naruto. It's my favourite quote alongside "just because you cant see something doesnt mean it's not there" ^-^ =) The feelings expressed in this poem thinger majig are pure emotions that come from my heart.