for 15 years i've been going through changes. i have taken the worst of worst pains and now its just too extreme the metallic bones in my upper body are rearranging themselves my doctor says im growing bone structures of wings in my back. and now i want more than the qi energy. want to feed on both blood and qi someone plz hlep me i dnt want to become ravenous again. what do i do help me plz
wings huh? wow thats a new one on me...well actually not really...ive lost mine so now i feel the ghost of my wings. but what to do about your ravenous self...thats a bit tougher then needs be. hm...well you could always try to aet your food sorta raw. you know eat your meat with a lot of blood on the inside. technically its cooked but it still has the blood driping from it. make sure it has no parasites in it first. that woud suck to end up with a stomach parasite...for us vampires its much worse than for humans. trust me on this one.
I agree with Envy you may also want to swot up on Shamanistic Shapeshifting as well as Shapeshifting it self by googling: Sacret texts and than in Sacret texts go to search (located ubove in the right hand corner) it might assist you in how to fimmiliarise your self with the expierance your going through as well as how to take control of it best of luck!