well, fukk...firstly i wanna say i really like your avatar...if at all possibl, cood u send me a copy of th original?... msarrabellaamore@yahoo.com ...???
secondly, 2 giv mi opinion on your question & predicament...well i feel ambivalent(u kno, 2 mindz); life must live, deth must die; that iz a line in a famuz song...ponda on that...there iz nothing els known in actual xperience otha than this. even fairic lore sez that fairiez do die..in that, ther iz a major fukkin' downside...
in wot i bliev to b 'tru' fairic lore(being of FULL fairies)...not veryy popular az th modern 'candy' sexist versionz, but based on witchez lore/writingz & tru spiritual/psykik xperience th all sweet/nice or good/fairy stereotypez do not xist. in mi spiritual/transcendental xperiences with them & of them, th much popula bullshit simply duzz not xsist..fairies in past lore & in visions/etc i hav had of them are many awesome & amazing thingz but they are also viciously negativ in their societies, violent, cannabilistic & many otha thingz....it is fairic lore in europe & th british islez that they used 2 take people/babies, eat children & many otha grotesque thingz...altho i don't think u will suffa theez thingz in th spiritual 'flo-thru' 2 one who iz 'fairic'(mi definition), it showz that ther are many downsidez 2 life even az a full fairy...u cood therefore xpekt that there wil stil b sum downerz 2 your life.
ciao,
amore...
butterflies r free...
so 2 i should b.
arrabella.
forest storm.
okay, well, I understand that there is going to be downsides because hell! even humans have downsides that they don't see. Oh, and by the way, a lot of people are having trouble understanding you because of the way you spell things....