Yes, I've always wanted to be a human again to get my humanity back. Every vampire knows what it feels like to be so alone and hollow inside. Where dead yea, but that gives us more reason why we want to be a human is to be Alive. We all want to be humans, your not the only one. I still cry allot about the fact that I can never go back and have a nice mortal life where I live then die and get buried in the warmth of the earths layers.