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Comment by RavenTusme Kenshinheart on September 12, 2009 at 8:33pm

So we are here now,
my love
No one can separate us now
I know we're not starcrossed
it doesn't matter
Together we will defy the world
And supress reality
Poisoned wine
in a wounded bottle
cold as the winter's chill,
it sits beside us
one last time...
let's toast and drink with class
With fingers wrapped around the Wineglass
I felt the burning
sensation flowing through my veins
Into my heart...
sweet poison mixed with my blood
We closed our eyes,
we glided through the air
We dived to eternity
at last we're together,
Forever
Were neither in heaven nor hell
This world is our own,
created by our fantasis
Nothingness is sublime
here We'll be
with each other
until never-ending ends.

Comment by RavenTusme Kenshinheart on September 12, 2009 at 8:32pm

scorned by love,
trust...
Left my side
words of hate
Speak....
demon's tongue.
I have Searched
and not found,
fallen...
Forgotten....
I am the lost charcoal blade.

I seek no refuge,
play with no Rules
I hide in shadows
seek Not forgiveness
yet a life that Is now lived
as empty and dark
No regrets but one.

Betrayal...
bitterness...
seeps...within
A broken soul
I found love
it turned To hate,
I searched for life
I found death
I needed eternity
found nothing.
For I am
Fallen....
I will forever be
A lost charcoled blade.

Comment by RavenTusme Kenshinheart on September 12, 2009 at 8:32pm

it's time
i can feel it in the air, thick with heated emotions
tonight is when it happens
i'll set out to find a way
you don't understand
i don't think you understand how much i need you
how much i need those swirling resevoirs of pitch black
your eyes
it doesn't take much
to drive me insane
i could take all the madness that the world has to give
but those eyes of yours
stop me dead in my tracks
just one quick glance
and i find myself drowning
in inky pools of the darkest ebony
those onyx eyes
seem to cut right through me
see right past my face
right into my mind
with that deep intense stare
you tear down my defenses
one by one they crumble like walls
you pick out my most treasured thoughts
and twist them and break them and rip them apart
until i feel like screaming
i'm left speechless and stunned
a slashed mess of emotions
and all this takes place
in just one second
of that one quick glance
only to leave me begging to see
those eyes of yours again
my head is pounding and i see the results of uncried tears
swim across my vision like clouds hiding the moon
it's you i need, your false smile and your thirst for blood
if only something could quench the dry longing
that prods at my sanity every agonizing second
that transforms me into everything that i never wanted to be
but, oh, how can this be so lovely
just how fufillingly can a silly crush ascend to a ravenous hunger
it's wrong, completely and utterly wrong
i'm betraying the very law of reality
as my mind stoops to that chained up darkness that i have never known
i can't run anymore
i give myself to you
i'm so sorry
in my bitter state
i ignored all that's real and ture
all i need is you
when night falls on me
i won't close my eyes
i can't lie anymore
here i fall down before you
how long will i let this go
i can't stand another night alone
in this empty time the sound in my head
leaves me blind
how far will i go
until i see the unseen
i need to fill these empty spaces
fill them up with your embraces
hurry quick before i break
there's always room for one more mistake
and tonight i've never felt so alive
even thought i feels so cold outside
it's the first time i've ever seen you smile
only you can save me
that being said, it seems that i will remain jaded
you are prefection and i am flawed
i am weak and you are strong
you are pure and i am tainted
and i'm too alive
so if you listened closely
you can hear the bitter words drip from my lips
cursing the countless reasons that deny your existence
with iced over whispers i stab the memory of the day i fell so hard
i had thought that i could resist you
i though that i was strong
but that's when i realized you're different
that's where you proved me wrong
and now i'm seething with a desire that must be completed
but it's out of my hands
i cannot control the borders between the real world and my dreams
that's why i suffer
now you know
i can feel it in the air
i hope that you can feel it too

Comment by Sya on September 1, 2009 at 4:34pm

hi
I write online on fanfiction.net
my penname is GoThYk SyA
Feel free to check it out!