I'm spiraling into a dark abyss
no where to go
no light to guide me;
farther into the dark I go.
I have no hope, no anything.
"Life is pointless,
so why fight for it?'
is the thought that runs through my mind.
The darkness starts to conceal me,
eating me.
I don't try to run
I just let it cover me,
numbing me.
I let it feel me
until I have room for nothing.
No pain
No loneliness
No feelings what so ever
Only the darkness
only the since of nothing.
I will be able to walk
and live
but I will as a zombie
mindlessly doing
what needs to be done
and nothing else.
I will be breathing but
I will be dead.