he did this 2 me

he did this 2 me
break me down
so that even wen i smile
he frowns.
i slice my hands n he watches
me bleed.
i cry out wen he hits
i try to defend but
all he does
is gets angry
and hits harder.
i cant tell any1
cause they wont believe me
i want to cry out
scream
kill
hurt. i want the
Angel Of Death
to come for me
and
Take My Very
Soul
Away.
he did this to me

i didnt used to be like this.

i used to b
outgoing
full of life
adventurous
happy

but now that he has entered my
life.
all of that is ruined
and all my dreams
n
hopes are long gone
just like the blood that seeps
from the wounds he
inflicts
on
me. i want to scream
kill
hurt.
i want him dead.

i have so much built
up inside
that it hurts to even think
about it.
i do stupid things
yes
i
admit
it.
but wen im around him
all he wants to do
is see me
Hurt and Broken.
he likes to see me cower away
he likes to see me
cry.
he uses his
hands for my face
his
feet for my back
and his voice
for my
heart.
he has done this 2 me.

cower away into
a corner.
afraid of being
around people.
afraid to
smile and
be
happy.

I am like a shadow to him
and there is nothing i can do about it.
so every day
wen i cower away into
the darkness i say:

Angel Of Death
here my cry
i do not wan to live
but die.
I do not belong here.
once im gone
no one will shed real tears.
I would rather go to hell
for all my sins.
Then come home every day
to be beaten for things i
did not commit. so i ask
Angel Of Death
be at my side
and
take my life

he has done this to me
and there is
no
time
to fix
it.