passion

im not anywhere near done yet but i wanted peoples 2 see the begening

Dianne White lay in the empty meadow, snow-flakes falling all around her. Some snow-flakes falling on her out spread honey bronze hair and beautiful face. Although she was mostly unconscious, her eye lashes would flutter every so often when a snow flake would hit them. She didn’t plan for it to end that way (if was it the end at all). Her lying in a thin layer of snow on the verge of dieing after all that had happened that day.
With her lying on her back, knees bent and lying to the right. Her left hand on her stomach, her right arm sprawled out in a ninety degree angle. And her head, lying limp in an unimaginable way to the right in the area of her right arm. She looked dead………….
… But she wasn’t, yet.
But she was on the verge on it. She couldn’t last much longer and it was getting colder in the wintry meadow.
If…only… she…could…hold…on…and…stay… alive. She was suddenly warm and was engulfed into the dark


48 hours earlier………

“Dianne, Dianne, Dianne,” Jamie yelled while trying to get through the crowd at East Lakeview Junior High.
Dianne rounded the corner and ran right into Zoë.
“Get out of my way moron” Zoë yelled in Dianne’s face. With her fists in tight little balls, she looked terrifying, not to mention her hair. That very short little slate black pixie with electric blue natural highlights made her silver eyes look metallic. She always seemed to carry her own aura with her. Like, some king of power
“Oh I’m sorry” Dianne said with a sarcastic smile “but, you- are in my way, chick.”
“Excuse me!!!” Zoë yelled as boys made cat noises and claws at the two girls.
“Awe, your going deaf, that’s so sad”
“BITCH” Zoë exclaimed as she stormed off.
Dianne watched, jaw dropped, as Zoë stormed off. She was used to these kinds of conversations with her although they weren’t always enemies.
In fact they were BEST friends from kindergarten to fourth grade until they started hanging out with new groups of people. That when everything went down hill, literally. They got in a fight on a school field trip and they happened to be up hill. So when they were raveling they lost there balance and started rolling down hill.
Dianne pointed her fingers to the guys that were watching her, “not a word, if I hear one rumor, I know where to look.” Then she walked away.
But she didn’t walk three steps before she heard Jamie behind her.
“Hey, Dianne, wait up.”
“Oh, sorry Jamie, I got ………. Side-tracked.” Dianne said hanging her head.
“Ahhhhhh, yeah I noticed!
“Yeah, but I handled it, what’s’ up?”
“Nothing much, really, but my mom said she’ll take us shopping.”
“Cool but do you think we’ll find anything in Lakeview?”
“Actually, yes!” she squeaked “they just opened a new store called ‘dark side of the moon’, its suppose to be really tight.”
“Awesome!!” Dianne was really good at hiding her feelings, but right at that moment she had a really hard time keeping a straight face. She didn’t know why. But, the name jumped out at her like a cobra or a bullet. It seemed……….off. It sent chills down her spine and gave her a painful feeling in her gut. And Jamie could tell something was off.
“What’s wrong?” Jamie asked with true concern on her little petite face. Her fine, long blonde hair running down her back all the way to her thigh. Her big pine green eyes searched Dianne’s as if she could read her mind if she tried hard enough.
“I don’t know.” And that was the truth. She had no idea what her problem was and she was scared to find out.
“Well I have to go- ewe… math I hate it. Almost as much as I hate the teacher.”
“Hey, Mrs. Newbird isn’t that bad just because se has anger issues, mental issues, hearing issues, and seeing issues!” Dianne said with a sarcastic smile.
“Well u don’t have to have to be in her 1st period class” Jamie commented back, one hand on hip, the other pointing at Dianne.
“Oh well see you at lunch.” Dianne said while turning to go in the building.
“See you!!!” Jamie said
Jamie had been Dianne friend since…….when was it, first grade. Dianne could remember it like it was yesterday, and she would never forget………
She remembered walking around the playground at break, looking for some one to play with and out of the blue and became here friend.
She was laying on the ground knees bent, hands behind her head, looking at the sky.
“Hello” Jamie had said without looking up. “Do you want to watch the clouds with me?”
And Dianne did and they became friends instantly.
Dianne remembers it like it was yesterday.

The day was long and by the time 3rd period English came Dianne was tired. She didn’t know why but, she kept worrying about this afternoon at the dark side of the moon. She had a feeling that, that something bad was going to happen. Something that would change her life forever. She tried to shake it off but she couldn’t.
“Dianne!!!” Mr., Goalberman said suddenly breaking her train of though.
“What!?!” Dianne lifted her head suddenly alert. She could hear people snickering. She glared at the guy, Mat, beside her and gave him a look that could kill birds in mid flight. Mat stopped and so did everyone else in the room.
“Stop day dreaming and tell me when the Chinese won their independence.”
“Ahhhhhh……..” Dianne had no idea. She never studies and she didn’t remember Mr. Goalberman ever saying anything about Chinese independence. Dianne looked to the heavens, looking to see there might be an answer up there. There wasn’t. “Eighteen forty- eight?”
“Wrong answer” Mr. Goalberman said wit a quick point at Dianne. “Chinese never won there independence till……….? Mr. Singer, What year did them when they’re independence?”
Jake Singer, jock, only loves himself. He never thinks of other people and loves every chance he gets to correct people. He loves to be right.
“Correct answer Mr. Singer, I hope you were listening miss. White.” Mr. Goalberman said looking at Dianne with his eye brows raised.
‘Damn it’ Dianne thought, she never really listened in class but she wished she would have. ‘ Stupid test, why do we take them anyway?’ Dianne wondered
Then all of a sudden something poked her back between her shoulder blades. She sat up straight already knowing what it was.
She shook her shoulder as to tell john not right at this moment one second.
John Mathews had been one of her best friends since first grade. Someone was picking on her and then all of a sudden, John came in and the people stopped picking on her and became instant friends.
All of a sudden, the bell rang and it was time for lunch. She jumped at the loud noise that took her out of her train of thought.
She grabbed her shoulder strap back pack, picked up her pencil, pen and note work sheet and headed out the door.
Right outside the door she stopped and turned around to meet Jake. She leaned against the wall. Then he finally came out.
“What’s up” Dianne asked.
“Hey” he always seemed to have a big smile on his face when he saw her.
“ You” Dianne said pointing her finger at him playfully “ poked me”
“ And you” he said playfully back, poking her “don’t need to fail world history”
“And….. Your point is?” she asked. She had never really cared for her grades.
“ My point is…… its Friday, and the world history test is Monday.”
“Oh shit” she whispered “are you serious`?”
“Yeah, I am” John said.
Dianne couldn’t help but admire john. He always seems to take care for her. The way he would look at her, those blue eyes shining. He was about four inches taller then Dianne and with his reddish- brown hair in a short little mess on his head Dianne couldn’t deny that he was hansom. Though, she has never really thought of him that way before.