...the end of forever...

from somewhere deep inside my shattered and mangled heart... there was a voice. it screamed to me. jump. i knew i was trapped... in a world that would never even know i existed. surely i could find another escape. but they all kept dieing around me. the people i loved. an ice-cold sheet of denial froze over me and any possible chance of acceptance i had. but i tell know one of my pain. somehow i feel it neccessary to keep secrets from even my closest friends. my family is broken and destroyed. there is never anyone i can turn to. but revealing secrets leaves a sour taste in my throat. regret burns my eyes until they burst. secrets are meant to be hidden. promise are meant to be kept... until the end of forever. but forever continues... there is no end, even if you try to find the end by yourself. loneliness. thats it. forever continues even when we don't.