When you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you!

you're like the first snow of winter.
looking so magical floating about in the air
yet burning my skin with every bitter cold touch.
you looked so lovely, so perfect staring back at me
when you confessed your love that day
i should have known it would never truely be
and now im all alone, so much more to say
but no here to listen and this bitter sweet day
your love was a lie, you have killed me inside
theres no tears to cry, but this hurt i cannot hide
of all things to do, why did you leave?
of… Continue

what would you do if you knew all these horrible things i wish would happen to you?
i was young and you destroyed me before i even knew myself.
you chased away my happiness and brought on waves of sadness.
sometimes i still wonder why you even bothered?
i feel as though i never mattered to you, you still dont even love me.
the worst part is, you know none of this.
no idea how you've messed me up, made my whole life suck
and im afraid that i'll never be strong enough to tell you
but i know someda… Continue

I cry but have no tears

I laugh but am filled with fears

I love and yet I hate

I think too much yet I dont understand

I have so much still I feel empty

I know I'm filled with happiness, anger, excitement, rage, and sadness still I feel emotionless

I have these dreams, dreams about you. So sweet such dream seem to be. But those sweet dreams became nightmares, making me afraid to shut my eyes again. Death, he took you away from me everytime i went to sleep. and it seemed so real i would often awake with rivers of tears flowing down my face. Just the meer thought of loosing you, is something i cant embrace. You always talk about how you wish you could leave this world without a trace or memory of you for anyone. And it makes me want to cry e… Continue

A young man wakes up to find a note of his door "Vial Theatre, 9pm". That night he finds himself alone in the theatre with dimmed lighting and soft music that sends chills down his spine. He looks around, and decides to sit front and center, all other seats are empty anyways. He stares at the stage wondering who and what he is about to encounter. Just as he starts to close his eyes, the thick velvet curtains begin to creak as they slide open. There is a red tinted spotlight center stage, awaitin… Continue