; If I had eyes in the back of my head, I would've told you that you looked good as I walked away™

Heart Ache
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Maybe I do,
Maybe I dont.
I love him, I do.
not enough to be his boo.
Want me, he doesnt,
Its you he's imprinted
Its over, Its over
Red roses, So blackened
Wither with the ages
Damnit, I'm falling more deep
I dont want this, No way,
I'll just get hurt again.



Best Friend
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This is unreal,
Too good to be true,
If only I knew, If only I knew
She was my best friend,
Untill the end.
You loved me,
Or so you said.
However, Next, you fell for a sped.
You cheated, You Lied,
Left me nothing but to cry.
She was my best friend, You were my boyfriend
untill the end...Forever.
Stupid Girl, I should've known.
My heart still yearns for you,
You can't tell, But it does.
The way you left...
It burns, It burns.
The cuts; too deep,
Why bother to weep?
Its over, Its over,
You're gone.
Baby, come back,
You can hate me, Just dont break me.
Hearts broken too much,
Stitched Back up,
Stitches can miss,
Help; not heal.
Its too real, Too real.
"ITS OVER! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!"
You broke me,
I forgave you, Big mistake.
You cheated, You fucked
while I continued to break the luck.
I continue to wonder how far I should go,
To move on from this heartache.


Reasons
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I dont know what to do,
He says he loves me, I love him too
he doesnt know how much i care,
I care more than he loves his hair (lol)
I know what to do,
We can both walk away,
Like we're trying to.
Im clingy 'cause I love him so,
I can't live without him, You know, You know.
He's my baby...I hate that i love him, I hate it, I do
When I love, I hurt, I hate it, I hate it.
He hates it too.
I text him 'cause his voice is so sweet,
I dont want to fall anymore deep.