Most of the people I meet don’t understand the kind of person I am. They can’t figure me out…so I’m just looking for my own kind…that could understand me for who I am… I am a Nightkind!

DarkAngel (October 15, 2008)

October 15, 2008

2:52PM

It has happened again. Just like everywhere I go, they move away from me without reason…or maybe their own reasoned. I care not, not today. You see, where I live in this moment is close to the barbaric fires on the mountains. Yes, those deadly fires destroying homes and killing as it waves about like an ocean. I love the fire but it can be deadly as an assassin and get away without fault. Such element has such luck.

I had looked out my window to see dark clouds roam the sky from side to side. It looked beautiful like a rainy day yet smelled quite disturbing.

Even so, I’ve been walking this morning, about two or so, still dark and I could still see the stars and the moon. As usual, I went out to enjoy the night before it left me. Not far from where I had been walking by, I came upon two boys. They look to be innocent and in their own thoughts but as soon as they saw me, they bolted like the speed of light and soon were gone from my sight. I chuckle quite a bit but it was replaced by sadness. Remembering that they were running away from me because of who I am. No! I mustn’t exaggerate, mustn’t, not right now. Now, to get to what I was going to write…now let see…

Ah yes! I was reading a book…a book about demons god and goddess. It was quite interesting and I wanted to know more as soon as I laid eyes on the book.

Nyx, a Greek Goddess, she is the embodiment of nocturnal ether in all its forms. She is one of the first to emerge from Chaos, according to a creation myth. She is called the Goddess of the Night…what a beautiful name to be called… I agree, I agree very much. I know not if you believe in Greek God or Goddess but if you do, then here is Nyx now.

Such a person like me knew nothing of such a Goddess and now that I have read by her, I have grown to admire. I had heard of her but not of what she did…

Yes…I admire her…

Goodnight…

‘DarkAngel’

I am DarkAngel

‎October ‎15, ‎2008   

11:22AM

I am DarkAngel, a Nightkind… one who prefers to walk through the night and through the shadows in day time. My friends are few…close to cero, I must confess. I am a person who seeks to be alone, a Nightkind like any other, if there is more of my kind. I am a person, a human, that I know but others see me as something else. I am who I am and do what I like to do but to others it isn’t normal. Why? I don’t know the answer ‘cause they keep away from me all the times. To ask them what they see in me will never happen. If I get close, they run. If I speak, they scream. If I touch them, they faint.

Yes, I am n DarkAngel, a Nightkind who is alone. Books and writing have kept me busy for many years. Those I have talked with on the net…are friends yet not friends. I have never met any of you. I know not your real name. I know nothing of you at all…but yet here, we are friends and not friends. So very confusing at the same time…I’m confused. I have always been confused. Why have I come out to be so different from others? Why do I seek the darkness than the light? Why do I seek to be alone instead of with others? I know not the answer to my questions. I know no one to answer any of them. No one understands me and who I am. No one…

You and I…you who may be reading this, we are friends. You who have sought to read this all through, will you understand me? Is it so bad to love the night, the moon, and the stars? Is it so bad to walk through the shadow in day time? Tell me; is it so bad to be alone, to find comfort only in you?

Maybe not… but there is no other like I… There is no other as I am. No matter where I am or where I go, there is no other Nightkind I may speak to. I sometime wonder what it would be like to speak to another Nightkind. A ‘person’ as I am.

Maybe you who have gotten this far…maybe you are like me…maybe…

No…yes…?

It matter not if you are neither…

I will keep seeking for my fellow companions…the Nightkind…

Goodnight…

‘DarkAngel’