Farishtha sahadew's Page

Hello everybody. . . Its been such a long time since i've been here. . . Having an actual job can change life dramatically. . . I've even got more in touch with my darker poetic side. . . After five years of divorce my parents wanna get back together i'm not sure how to react to the whole thing. . . Anyway guys i'm missing this place alot. . . See you all soon

It is true to note that faith is one of the strongest forces on earth. . . Just two days ago while i was at work. . . This guy with the most amazing eyes i'd ever seen stepped into the store and we struck up a conversation. . . Don't worry guys married man so we were not flirting. Anyway he told me the story of how the holy spirit came to him and changed his life forever seven years ago! I was more then amazed as he went into the details of this sweet miraculous story. . . However it didn't take… Continue

I'm over it, you see i'm falling in a black abyss, clouded by memories of the past, at last i see. I hear it fading, i can't speak it or else you will dig my grave. We fear them finding, always winding. Take my hand now, be alive!

You see i cannot be forsaken, because i'm not the only one, we walk amongst you, feeding raping. Must we hide from everyone.

I'm over it, why can't we be together. Erase it. Sleeping so long, taking off the mask, at last, i see. I hear it fading i cant speak it or el… Continue

Just thought i'd finally post something on my blog. People really suck ay! Anyway my name is farishtha sahadew, i'm sitting in the dark tonight and i'm really hating on humanity. Everybody in this damned world sucks, i hate this stupid country that i live in the most. . . This stupid country with its stupid people and god i'm indian but every indian that i know is so annoying that i could throttle them, i wish i was born in france or something. Somebody adopt me and take me outta this hell hole!