why can't i trust anyone why am i hated for my whole life i thought for once thing would be different

You played me like a fool
Now my heart is lost through and through
It longs to find the place
Where it first found you
Why can’t I see your lies?
Why can’t you see the pain in my eyes?
As one more tear drop falls
I turn away and start to sing
Leave me here to lie
Leave me here to die
Let me perish in this hatred of mine
You broke my heart in two
All it ever really longed for
Was for you to hold it close
And to never let go
Leave me here to lie
Leave me here to die
Let me bleed to death if I want
Let me sit down and cry
It will save me so much pain
That you yourself have caused me
Can’t you see the blackened souls of my feet?
How they have walked so far
Just to see your face
How these hands have gone out of there way
Just to buy you this pretty ring
And how you beat down to nothing
I will never know
So as one more tear drop falls
I turn away and start to sing
Leave me here to lie
Leave me here to die
Let me perish in this hatred of mine
You broke my heart in two
All ever really long for
Was for you to hold it close
And to never let it go
Leave me here to lie
Leave me here to die
Let me bleed to death if I want
Let me sit down and cry
It will save me so much pain
That you yourself have caused me
And as I drive this pickup
Through all this desert snow
You won’t see one more tear drop
Fall from my face
Cause you left me here to lie
Cause you left me here to die
Cause you let me perish in this hatred
Cause you left me hear all alone