Those who judge me, wish they were me!
She'll never understand,
exactly how she hurt me
she'll never even care,
that she's slowly killing me
I took a risk and trusted her,
only to be let down
I took a chance and fell for her,
but that was dumb, no doubt
She knows my deepest darkest secrets,
and for that i must beware,
she might spread them out, because
she might not even care
She probably couldn't handle my baggage,
my hatred and mentality
Now I'm fading,thankfully, and…
I stared at her hands,
the ones that used to mean safety and protection,
but I now cower from. The hands that would heal my wounds,
but now cause bruising and bleeding.
The same hands that would support my infant head,
now use my hair as a pull-toy.
Those hands that could be so tender and l*****,
now ball into fists directed at me.
Her hands would wipe away my tears,
but now they only cause them.
The hands that used to pull me into hugs,