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"Heaven knows I’ve done no wrong
I only want to sing this song to you
Why did it have to end this way
Only a fool like me could say to you that…"

I love these lines, too from the song "Line to Heaven". I am touched by these lines. The following lines touched me, too:

"Now where would I be without you now
I have to make it through this life somehow
Only time will tell me so
All the things I need to know somehow."

Well.. I guess I have to survive this life alone now. I am thinking that I could… Continue

"Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded ."

I love these lines. I wanna slash my wrist, I got bored with life but I can't because I fell in love with everything. Oh, what should I do? I feel so sick. My brother told me it's just all in my head. I feel so tired and I can't sleep. I feel so lonely and down for a reason I do not know. What's happening with me? (sighs)

It happened to me one morning. I can't wake up.I tried to wake up but I can't. It seemed like sleep owned me. I can't move my hands but I can partially open my eyes. I was aware of what was happening around me. I guess I was half- asleep. Then suddenly, I felt hands holding my hands but I can't see them. What I saw was just my pillow. The hands keep on caressing my hands and squeezing them. Then, the hands moved to my waist and then to my shoulders. Then one of them covered my nose and my mouth.… Continue

I feel so sick today. I think I am really sick. I can't breathe that much and I hate it. What's the matter with me?

I love him...yes I do. I thought before that I have never loved him at all. It started in an obsession.I thought it was just an obsession. Tell me, how can a person fall inlove with a dead one? I feel that he don't deserve to die at all. But why did good God took him away? I don't want this feeling anymore.

I wish I never knew how to feel at all. It's such a great misery. I am al… Continue