i play the guitar. i draw. i LOVE vampires. i hav 2 brothers and 3 sisters that i love very much... i wear tripp pants all of the time. i basically wear black all of the time. i have a facebook that i love playing with...
Favourite Music/Books/Movies:
Books: Twilight Series, Anne Rice, Inheritance Trilogy, Stephen King, JRR Tolkein, CS Lewis, Icefire, and The Fire Within./ Movies: Underworld Trilogy, Spawn, Ghostrider, Hellboy, Queen of the Damned, Gran Torino, Eragon, Van Helsing, and The Cronicles of Narnia./ Music: Led Zeppelin, Metallica, Korn, Disturbed, Judas Priest, Atreyu, Shadows Fall, Lamb of God, Underworld Soundtrack, Queen of the Damned Soundtrack, Joe Satriani, Racer X, Godsmack, Black Label Society, Ozzy Osborne, Black Sabeth, Bon Jovi, Deathlok, Slayer, AC/DC, Steve Vai, Iron Maiden, Megadeth, All That Remains, Overkill, Tool, Avenged Sevenfold, Evanessence, and myself...(Classic-Death Matal)
ima srry 2 bug u... i mean i no u hav issues of ur own n everythin-i am always here t listen wen u wanna tel me- but i really need a chat n i duno y becuz nothin dat bad has happened really but i gess i feel really bad n need a friend ho will listen n then.... i duno.... bck me up...even wen every1 else doesnt care. i cant run from it nemore...not the pain it alwayz cums bck. It always catches up with me. i cant focus right...i read to escape my petty life n spend a minuet, an hour as someone else. and i cant find my grip...it wuz such a stupid lil thing that happened but i dont feel in control nemore n i hate it, i no i hav neva been in control but itz dif from thinkin u may hav tabs on things. old times are being brought up...memories i hav deperately tried 2 squash down are comin bck n i try so hard 2 forget the past n i thought i had done...al of my primary school befor cumin up 2 the 1 ima at now...i had basically forgotten most of it...but recently it is all coming bck- all friends are coming bck. i feel guilty about things n ashamed of myself of who i am n wuz n who i hav yet 2 become.
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also something to add to it...as far as bad influences go i have had plenty n they were all supposedly bad, my bro, my dad. it does not matter wot u hav done it does not matter to me becuz u are a good person and care and that is so so hard 2 find. u are not a bad person, u are not nothing...u r everything- my everything becuz ur the only person dat has actually u no no shunned me or i hav felt i had to totally infront of forevs.
how do u no wot i feel genious. u dont get it do u, i told u way more about me than ne1...listen 2 me dont eva eva put urself down ok, dont u dare u r worth so much more than u no, omg im soundin like u wen u hav a go at me about wot i think about myself. every1 is different n it wud be boring if we were all the same... i wanna end ur pain i wanna make it betta for you becuz datz the way i am- i care so much. i care 2 much. u r not a bad influence on me...i'v always been gd enough i run away wen it getz bad i hide n try so damn hard 2 make everythin normal the way i used 2 be. u can neva possibly be a bad influence, i had 1 detention through out my whole secondary school n it wuz for talkin in maths. i do my work get good marks n pretend im not hurting... u hav a different way of pretending ur not hurting. it doesnt maek the pain any better, i need 2 get betta i need ur pain 2 get betta. dont say i dont care eva n dont say ur nothin eva.
ok rite here is the deal...im confused- today has not gone.... well life pretty much sux n now this. what is going on ryan...y did u tell brianna my name? any way that doesnt matter so much i jus need 2 know- do u still like her or not? i need 2 know straight, also i need... i duno i gess i jus need a hug wich i cant hav n im tired n worried n i dunno. i love you whether it kills me or not.
At 6:10pm on October 21, 2009, Durzai added a gift to their profile…
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