these cuts and these scars
are symbols of the pain
the hurt from parents behind bars
the blood pools to make a stain

wash your tear streaked face
cover up your eyes
do that so you can have a place
to feel loved by their lies

now cry on the inside
show no weakness
let time be your bid
to finally get real kindness

and have a true home
with family and friends

Let me forget
Don't let me sit here
And take this neglect
Like a broken soul
With nothing to break
I need to get away
For my sanity's sake
Becuase I am an empty shell
Having no will to lead
I have to wait
Wanting to commit the deed
The one no one wants to talk about
The final end to my pain
So I'll ask you again
Will you let me stay sane

I speak
Yet no one hears
My cries and pleas
For all of these years
I've been alone
With no one at all
Crying at night
Begining to fall
Losing my joy
My love for you
You were everything
My wish come true
Now I'm dead
With nothing said

The blood is my tears that i dont cry

As i lay lie awake at night wondering why

The world is so cold and my heart is broken

All those words left unspoken

Those of love and those of hate

Seeming like this is my destined fate

To become cold as stone and hurt so bad

I dont wanna feel this pain or feel so sad

Getting away is my only choice

Speaking out loud without a voice

So no one hears

No one comes

To wipe away all

Of my blood… Continue

I wanna cut
I wanna Bleed
I wanna feel
That pain I need
That little escape
That moment of peace
Before I act
And play desceased

So maybe, just maybe
Somebody would notice
Somebody would care
Somebody would stop
My lil vice

Becuase I want help
I really do
I need it bad
Cuz I need you

Yea um.. this is just kinda a blog asking for advice and/or to let some stress of my shoulders.

Well my mum n my dad divorced when i was like 6 n i havent seen him since recently, well then my mum goes n marries a new guy after like 10 years and expects me to just open my arms and be like "yay!! i have a dad now" but im not and she is kinda mad/upset/sad about it but i could really care less. i havent ever had a dad or a dad-like figure and i dont need one, not now or ever. They been… Continue