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Crixm has not received any gifts yet
Where is it that worlds can connect with tranquility?
I find none.
Worlds have broken me, and many were mine.
I created a dream and he inhabited it.
Soon he tried to overthrow it.
He lied and lied and got inside.
Deeply, deeply, then I died.
I became a blank and hollow entity, void of the love claimed to me.
When it comes down to it, all I wanted was a hug.
I just wanted to know what it was to be embraced.
Warmth destroyed my reason.
I tried so hard to believe him, to pretend like anything could be real and that I needed it.
I always knew it was a lie, but did not want to accept that anyone would go through so much trouble to destroy me.
I was of course wrong to not accept what I felt.
I could have saved myself a plethora of heartache.
I needed the connection, and I knew no one else was going to fall into the rut of knowing me like he did.
We cannot relate to one another, and our love was just…