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Crixm commented on Scarred Warrior's blog post Alone
"Alone is the truth that others can't see. It doesn't go away."
Mar 3, 2012
Crixm posted blog posts
Mar 3, 2012
Crixm gave a gift to herself
Apr 24, 2011
Crixm posted blog posts
Apr 24, 2011
Crixm updated their profile
Apr 24, 2011
Crixm updated their profile photo
Apr 24, 2011
Crixm replied to Moonlightwalker-1990's discussion Confused and hesitant...
"My boyfriend has such eyes, he apparently has what even he might call nightmares very frequently, and him and I are each others' alone. He has difficulty sleeping away from me, and he claims such deathly stares as you have suggested. It makes…"
Apr 1, 2011
Crixm replied to Jazzy Qarrien's discussion The funny thing was... in the group Dark Poetry
"Indeed, he sounds like One Missed Call. From the list of contacts on the phone, it goes to them and kills them. One by one. Continue to thrive; you will find your entertainment."
Apr 16, 2010
Crixm replied to Jazzy Qarrien's discussion The funny thing was... in the group Dark Poetry
"Ye, hate it when people lock you in and then make it seem like they can't live without you, they'd kill themselves if it wasn't for you with them, and then when they know you're miserable and can't get any lower, they leave…"
Apr 14, 2010
Crixm and You Kill Me are now friends
Mar 31, 2010
Crixm posted a blog post

Finally Some Calm

Near you, close to you, deep in youI've finally gotten my calm to ensueMy clever minx, my playful mateWe'd never be to "normally" dateThough this is far, so far and coldYet meeting, naught is known or foretoldLeast the moment, calmed and contentI need to be there or you here to be sentBeen lonely, broken, battered, and downSame was for you until I came to townYour friend as some omen, that you'd end with meWe'll probably never find him, stop waiting to seeWell my minx, my demonic jinx in…See More
Feb 23, 2010
Crixm replied to Night Raven's discussion Raven Lost in the group Dark Poetry
Feb 8, 2010
Crixm replied to Night Raven's discussion Alone in the group Dark Poetry
"Needs work. Nice display pic though."
Feb 2, 2010

Profile Information

Relationship Status:
In a Relationship
Romantic Interests:
Vampire, Spirit, Hybrid or Unique
About Me:
Very confused and indecisive. Somewhat nervous wreckage and hopeless. You'd have to get to know me to understand... this 'About Me' section seems stupid to me.
Favourite Music/Books/Movies:
I listen to rock and metal mostly.
I read some books... ye...
Horror, thriller...

Thought Space

I'm sick right now, tired. What ever is there to do... now that school is so soon to return and my life is stressed. I need something... maybe many things... I just suppose I won't get them. I figure I should give up. My friends won't support me in that though... "Don't give up," they say... but they don't get it... there's so little reason for me anymore, no one needs me, no one really wants me... I'm so tired... so sick, so ill, so distraught. Love is so painful... why do people strive for it?

Crixm's Blog

A Lie of Love

Posted on March 3, 2012 at 11:33pm 0 Comments

Where is it that worlds can connect with tranquility?

I find none.

Worlds have broken me, and many were mine.

I created a dream and he inhabited it.

Soon he tried to overthrow it.

He lied and lied and got inside.

Deeply, deeply, then I died.

I became a blank and hollow entity, void of the love claimed to me.

When it comes down to it, all I wanted was a hug.

I just wanted to know what it was to be embraced.

Warmth destroyed my reason.



My World Comes Crashing Down

Posted on March 3, 2012 at 11:11pm 0 Comments

I tried so hard to believe him, to pretend like anything could be real and that I needed it.

I always knew it was a lie, but did not want to accept that anyone would go through so much trouble to destroy me.

I was of course wrong to not accept what I felt.

I could have saved myself a plethora of heartache.

I needed the connection, and I knew no one else was going to fall into the rut of knowing me like he did.

We cannot relate to one another, and our love was just…


I Used to Scold Him For Wanting Perfection and Beauty

Posted on April 24, 2011 at 5:55pm 0 Comments

I used to scold him for wanting something perfect

For wanting a beauty unknown and yet living

And what has become of me from then?

Most of the time, I am sadness, constant and endless disappointment

But sometimes, I am driven mad, thinking of the "perfect" feeling

The one I can never have, but want, die inside for

I yearn this unspeakable, I squirm under it's influence

I see perfection... and I see beauty in it's sparse existence

I see it and want it...… Continue

Why Does He Want Me? (Self Ramblings)

Posted on April 24, 2011 at 5:26pm 0 Comments

He has potential

Where I have none

He once had an Elder

When I've never had one

He's stuck on me, thinking he's lucked out

Poor thing doesn't realize I'm nothing more than waste

I'm full of penalties and immense doubt

Poor thing, willing to do anything just for a taste

At times I like his l*****, need it to a point of illness

At times I feel guilty beyond anything I've known

I'm tricking him against my will

Helpless and useless to… Continue

Finally Some Calm

Posted on February 23, 2010 at 7:24pm 0 Comments

Near you, close to you, deep in you

I've finally gotten my calm to ensue

My clever minx, my playful mate

We'd never be to "normally" date

Though this is far, so far and cold

Yet meeting, naught is known or foretold

Least the moment, calmed and content

I need to be there or you here to be sent

Been lonely, broken, battered, and down

Same was for you until I came to town

Your friend as some omen, that you'd end with me

We'll probably never… Continue

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At 8:01pm on November 14, 2009, Zombie Kat said…
awesome profile picture!!!
At 8:49pm on October 1, 2009, Kimmi said…
heyz cool pic, i was wondering where you got it. It looks fimiliar...
At 6:28pm on July 14, 2009, Daionix Blackwolf (alpha) said…
I won't forget....who are you again? lol jk jk.No one fades from my memory.Words,numbers,and what i had for breakfast...but never ppl.i'm sending u a friend request...
At 6:52pm on July 13, 2009, Daionix Blackwolf (alpha) said…
i'm worried about all ppl and your blog worried me.i don't you to feel sad or to try and hurt yourself.if you need to talk with me.i kow i'm a stranger but who better to talk to than sum1 who will give you honest unbiest advice.^_^ ttyl
At 12:34pm on July 13, 2009, sabii said…
i like bullet 2
At 10:57am on June 9, 2009, Marìa shantéllà (mother) said…
your picture is really cool. we seem to have a lot in common come see my profile.

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