Sadistic lover

I want no other

Your arms around me

Your nails making me scream



Even if you stab me

It's meant to be

Yell at me and call me names

You seem to love me in pain



I dont mind so long as your here

I dont mind if you bite my ear

After s**, I hear you m***

Saying that Im not alone



You say you love me

That sets me free

Im starting to love the pain

It drives me insane



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To face you down

Was what i wanted least of all

But your corner me

And I feel the blade at my throat



Im searching

Fighting for a way to get through

But everything I try

I cant hurt you!



I take a deep breath

Your blade gets sharper

I feel the blood trickling down my throat

But I dont cry



I smile, I forgive you

The last image I see

Is the tears rolling down your face

As you slit my throat and drive a… Continue

I listen to the sounds
All the things I long for
The blood
The heart
Love. never ending
Nothing works my way
All i love
Turns to dust
Everything I touch
Withers and dies
Why...
Do we not all deserve love
Its hard
So hard...
I can barely breath
my tears turn to blood
Rushing down ward
Everything I long for
It's all gone
Blissful Darkness
I hide within.....

So yeah, guess who's back? Me..... Unfortunately xD. Well, my computer died on me, R.I.P., and I moved in with my mom. Lots of stuff has been going on and I'm scared. My now ex bf cheated on me and doesnt even really remember who I am. My ex pack leader/ best friend broke up the pack, hates the person im going out with, so he said I had to choose. And that just isn't fair to make someone do. Spade is lost and Sukara is dead.... I only just found out about Sukara two days ago. I broke down… Continue