♥My heart,body,soul and mind are all his and i ,love him no matter what!♥

i am ashamed with all i do
if i cannot be with u
i cut my wrists not once but twice
so take ur chance and roll the dice
u bet my soul on money
ur sour as a lemon
not sweet as honey
i used to love u but now look
my life is now a living book

What do I have to do?
I can’t tell you
Use your brain
To see I’m in pain
Agony in fact
Has deep impact
Crushing hopes dreams and ambitions
With no inhibitions
You could at least try
To stop shouting when I cry
To stop nagging when I’m down
Or stop talking when I frown
Work with me
Not against me
Push me along
Not back to where I’m from
I’m trying so hard to pick myself up
But I’m stuck
And you’re not helping

What do I have to do?
To show I need you
I can’t kneel on the ground
You’ll kick me around
My insides already bruised and broken
My words already spoken
Your ears always shut
And you can’t even look
At the daughter that came from you

You must be ashamed…

So am I





Possessed by a feeling of sorrow,
he's left you feeling hollow,
remembering the moment your heart broke,
and the words that he sadly spoke.
you trap yourself in your room,
making it your destined-to-be tomb,
the moments he took in your life,
are stabbing you like a knife,
you can't believe you gave him your heart,
then he cruelly tore it all apart,
you feel enraged at what he's done,
he probably thought it was fun,
now all you can think about is revenge,
you'd love him to fall off Stonehenge,
change him into an illusion,
make him feel some real emotion,
you leave your room and get up and about,
his love you are better without.

Come not, when I am dead,

To drop thy foolish tears upon my grave,

To trample round my fallen head,

And vex the unhappy dust thou wouldst not save.

There let the wind sweep and the plover cry;

But thou, go by.



Child, if it were thine error or thy crime

I care no longer, being all unblest:

Wed whom thou wilt, but I am sick of Time,

And I desire to rest.

Pass on, weak heart, and leave to where I lie:

Go by, go by.
Suicide, suicide wishing I were dead.
Suicide, suicide deep in my head.
Suicide, suicide cutting my wrists.
Suicide, suicide I'm so done with this.

2 days,2 days let until I die.
2 days,2 days til the last tear I'll cry.
2 days,2 days until I am all gone.
2 days,2 days til the dark breaks the dawn.

Suicide, suicide deep inside my head.
Suicide, suicide now I'm alomst dead.
Suicide, suicide turn out the light.
Suicide, suicide good bye, good night.


You say thngs that aren't true
You make me feel loved but I am not
So stop your lying
I know your not dying
So just STOP!