am i music??
am i bass??
am i piano??
am i drawing??
am i poetry??
am i writing??
am i digital music??
am i languages??
am i acting??
am i singing??

i wish i knew

i love them all, but i don't know which is my specialty
it seems like evryone has one thing they definately are
i have all of these, and im really good at them all
but am i specially talented at any of them??
all of them make me happy, but then what??
what will i do later in life, am i good enough at any of these to do for a living??… Continue

p{I'm stranded here
p{wonder where she went
f{left me all alone, yet not completely
p{waiting by the stairs, outside
f{it shouldn't be too hard, to see me

mp{i see bricks and stones and stain glass windows
mp{leafy vines creeping up the stairs
ff{i'd have to say, it's not the brightest day
mp{red ants and cracks and yellow grass
mp{and eyes that seem to never leave me
ff{i just want it all, to go away

mf{will somebody help me? no. will somebody take me? no.
ff{take me away. take me away.
mf{is… Continue

it's bright
too bright
it hurts to see such bright things all the time
but as i look around no one seems affected by this blinding brightness but me
everyone is fine but me
they don't notice everything i do
don't see life as brightly as i
and wonder why i close my eyes
shut them tight
i don't need to open them
i already know what is out there
but they make me
they poke me and ask me questions
questions i don't want to answer
so i open my eyes and walk away
but as i open my eyes, the pain comes b… Continue

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Put your iPod or other music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the NEXT button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got this from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
The Nobodies - Marilyn Manson

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Irresponsible Hate Anthem - Marilyn Manson

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Broken Home - Papa Roach

WH… Continue

these cuts...
these marks...
these scars...
this blood...
this pain...
im confused.
when did all this happen??
when did all this get here??
i don't remember any of it.
it's creepy, not remembering where these cuts and scars came from
not even realizing when they got there
and by the time i notice it's already healing...
it's weird.