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When I am at home and getting ready for bed,
I know the pain I am about to face,
So I always dread this time of day,
No matter how hard I try,
Sleep always seemst to fall on me,
In my sleep I toss and turn,
Because all I see is you...
I see your smile, your gentle eyes,
But my dreams cause more pain than you think,
I hear your laugh so low, but I know it is you,
I see you calling to me with open arms,
I try to run to you, but I can never seem to fall gently into your arms,
In my dreams I re-s… Continue

On the outside I am happy,
On the outside I am laughing,
On the outside I am smiling,
On the outside I talk to everyone and have no fears,
But deep inside I hide my true feelings,
I see nothing but sorrow,
I feel nothing bu pain,
Deep in my heart I am always crying,
I am falling nowhere,
Feeling nothing,
Your words caused more pain then i will ever really show,
When I am at home alone I let my true feelings flow,
My pillow soaked with all the tears, that I have cried over you,
I fall into sub… Continue

When I walked awayfrom our love,
I use to lay on your chest and listen to your heart beat,
You would always say
"I am beating for you"
Just about everyday,
Then you told your first lie,
I forgave you but I will never forget,
And I prayed each night you would never lie again,
That was my one and only wish,
It didnt come true,
Because you told many more,
You would say you were sorry,
Tell me you loved me then walk out the door,
And I remember the first time,
You slapped me across my face,
I then l… Continue

Who knew that fate,
Had a plan for us all along,
What we thought was right at the time,
Turned out to be completly wrong,
Through the tears and the heartaches,
And the time it took to heal,
Those were just tests in my life,
Until we found something real,
Now here we are,
Just you and me,
Our hearts like one, our love so pure,
Who could this be?
You are my will to survive,
My proof of true love,
What we share right now,
Is something only others can dream of,
I will love you always and forever,
I… Continue

I am so terrified,
I am losing your love,
Don't destroy our happiness,
It is full of special romance,
My hands are shaking,
I am terrified,
My heart is falling .............And broke apart,
I try to fix it, but I am missing the pieces
That you took away and wont return,

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