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I look into the mirror, and what do I see? a sad girl staring back at me, she cant even look herself in the eyes, tears well up, but she won't let me cry, I couldn't take the world anymore, that's what I thought when I locked the bathroom door, The girl in the mirror, isn't me, at least not what I used to be, this strange girl wore all black, even the vibrant colors of my face, she now lacked, so many cuts and white scars, when the pain of life went to far, the smile I used to always wear, gone… Continue

I cut myself the other day To prove that I was right That I could cut myself just this once And stop without a fight But I felt something inside me When that blade slowly slit my skin A feeling of pain, pleasure and security That all rose from within I finally found a pain I could control A pain that was all up to me Burning and cutting my bare skin Then covering so no one can see I don’t do it for the attention I just do it to stay sane Most of all I do it to Level out mental and physical pain… Continue

You say it can't be That "I'm too young" Too inexperienced That iam in a hurry of finding someone..... or "hormones r going crazy". But, I believe it's more than that. I believe it's true and will last forever. yeah I believe in true love and I believe in fate. The day I met him was fate. The day I fell in love with him was fate. The day I called him mine was luck. But, now it's up to me and him. Up to what we've learned, what we've been taught, what we've seen, and what we believe in. The teach… Continue

A young girl sits in a corner, praying her life will change. Not many people care for her, she doesn't like to complain.
She's tried to take her life away, hoping to take away the pain. doesn't matter what she has to display, til she hears that pouring rain.
Her road of life is blurry, her path becomes overtaken. She doesn't like to be in a hurry, only she can't stop shaking
She hates her way of life, but she manages to live. It doesn't seem right, the girl who couldn't give

Dark red .. Trickles Trickles down my arm A special little secret Known as self harm Fiery red Anger
Builds up deep inside.. I had to let these feelings out . But to who can i trust? Dark silver Blade Is the one I trust The one that I turn to When life becomes too much for me Long
Sleeve shirts To cover my pain Hide my relief Hide the cuts again.