its hard to love when ur heart has been broken before </3[offline]

when you cut you feel good
when you smile you fell good
when your love kisses you feel good
when you see me you frown
you hate me but.....
when you and i meet youl love me
all these wordes make a prases
cuts smile love to see me and i and but
they make this
i love to see but me smileing cuts
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Twinkle,twinkle falling tears,
cutting will release my fears.

Careful blood will pour out fast,
stain the years that now haved passed.

Twinkle, twinkle falling tears,
scars will tatoo all my years.
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*Girl: Truth or dare?
Boy: Dare.
Girl: I dare you to fall in love with me.
Boy: -Stares at her and smiles- ...too late
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When she walks away from you mad - Follow her
When she stare's at your lips - Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you - Grab her and don’t let go
When she start's cursing at you - Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet - Ask her what’s wrong
When she ignores you - Give her your attention
When she pulls away - Pull her back
When you see her at her worst - Tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying - Just hold her and don’t say a word
When you see her walking - Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared - Protect her
When she lays her head on your shoulder - Tilt her head up and kiss her
When she steal's your favourite hat - Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you - Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt - Back yourself up with the TRUTH
When she says that she likes you - she really does more than you could understand
When she grabs at your hands - Hold hers and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you - bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret - keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes - don’t look away until she does
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - SHES HURTING INSIDE
When you break her heart - the pain NEVER really goes away
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Kiss on lips – I love you
Kiss on ear – You are special
Kiss on nose – Laughter
Kiss on cheek – Friends
Kiss on forehead – I comfort you
Kiss on neck – I want you
Kiss on shoulder – You are wonderful
Kiss on hand – I adore you
Kiss anywhere else – Be careful
Play with hair – Can’t live without you
Holding hands – Happiness
Arms around waist – You are mine and I need you
Hug – I care
Nibble on ear – Let’s continue
Smiling at eachother – I like you
Wink – Flirt
Looking around – Hiding true feelings
Tender kiss on the side of lips – You are mine
Wetting own lips – Waiting for a kiss
Biting own lips – Wanting to tell something
Tear drop – I’m losing you
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*Holding Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
Guys : Grab it
*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.
*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her
*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.
*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers
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Love me for real
Love me pass the sex appeal
Love me just like you love yourself
Love me until you have nothing else
Love me because I love you
Love me through the stress I put you through
Love me when it hurts so bad
Love me when things get frustrating and you get mad
Love me becasue I give my all
Love me when I make a mistake and fall
Love me when I'm wrong
Love me when I'm right

Love me day and night
Love me because I want you to
Love me becasue you heart tells you to
Love me becasue I love you
Love me and I'll Love you
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I've made a vow, to no one but you
I pledge my love to forever be true
I'll take care of you and treat you right
I'll lay beside you all through the night
I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm
I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm
I'll help you and guide you and clear a path
I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath
I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too
I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through
I'll take your side even if you're wrong
Just to prove our love is strong
I'll plant you flowers and make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know
I'll whisper your name when no one is near
So low that only you can hear
You'll feel my love even if we're apart
You'll know that we are one in heart
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Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away
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RED ROSE
A red rose represents love....I'll pick a rose every year.And with this rose i place in ur hair .I'll hold tight and kiss you deep.Slowly till you fall asleep.You my love means everything to me.With out you i cannot be.So if i only had one wish.It would be to stay with you forever till the day our lives finish. A rose for a rose and only for you my love
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1. Kiss on the hand = I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek = I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck = I want you
4. Kiss on the lips = I love you
5. Kiss on the ears = I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else = lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes = kiss me
8. Playing with your hair = I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist = I love you to much to let you go
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Im trying not to love you im trying not to care im trying not to live my life wishing you were there im trying not to wonder where you are or what you do im sorry I cant help myself I fell in love with you.
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You asked me what is wrong and I said nothing….but after you left I whispered everything
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Where is the love where is the hope where is the reason to live

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A broken heart is a sign that it wasn’t meant to be
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Tell me how am I supposed to live now? How can I stop these tears? Tell me how can I stop this pain? Guess its over now im so lonely I cant stop thinking what we could be I feel nothing I have no dreams I have no one to hold everything you said will always stay with me what can I do to change your heart? The love is gone the romance is history I will always remember how you made me feel this heart needs your love im seeing black and white you brought a lovely rainbow but now I only see rain you gave me a reason to live but now I wish I was dead baby if you could only se my heart but now I have a storm inside I wish you could see my red eyes when we were together I feel lik I was in paradise but now im not I bet you are dreaming of the new girl I need you back all the things was gorgeous are gone guess I need to move on but I cant these tears are turning into rain boy if you could see the pain that im going through why did you leave me? This magical feeling will always stay what can I do? Tell me cause I need you my world isn’t the same without you please come back
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You cant break a girl who is already broken
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Look at my tears you know all my fears but you don’t care you still leave me you love her what did I do now am lonely while you smile I hope you are happy I do the only thing I tear out my heart and try to mend it I don’t want the pain but when im finished I find a piece missing you still hold a piece of my broken heart what will you do with it
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I would have died for you instead I died because of you
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Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again
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I was born the day I met you lived a while when you loved me died a little when we broke apart
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You say I have the best life you say ill always be happy you tell me your sad and say im lucky but didn’t you ever think that I always was different that I was the sad one and you weren’t so don’t say I do because its not true the way I acted around you was all a lie
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Its hard to love when your heart has been broken before..
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I tried to fix it…I guess I didn’t try hard enough
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Nobody said loving you was going to be easy loving you is tough
If he aint gonna love you the way he should then let it go!!!
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My natural state of being is lonelness for most my life convinced that I was to difficult for anyone to love that much for a couple of years at least you made me wonder if I was wrong and loved me more and better than anyone ever has so now to return to loneliness seems proper if a bit colder it was my last delusion my last ignorance my last bliss but ill keep the memory of what it was like to really be loved with me as the blackness closes with me as the blackness closed in again.
You said you would always be there if I needed a shoulder to cry on but what if you are the reason I am crying
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When you said forever I didn’t think forever would come…now I am sitting here alone in the dark missing you once again knowing I may never touch your lips knowing I may never feel your touch and each and every day I sit here staring into the darkness hoping your going to come back knowing that your gone……I still love you
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It's painful to fall in love
With someone who has someone else..
Especially when you tried everything to
ignore the feelings..
Worst if that someone made you feel
as if you are someone special..
But then you're just special
and never would be LOVED...

um well my name is Kala im 17 i live in compton :p
and um if anyone wants to text me or call idc which
1-562-519-4271