Finals ended this week but I have a short summer break before I get back into school again in two weeks :'D I hope I passed my math class, I'll be so incredibly happy that I'll just explode all over the place ; w ;

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Unfortunately I'm going through some emotional stress so my To-Do List is probably not going to progress the way I had planned originally. I have to take some time to think and work at some issues going on in my life. Please pray for me to tough it out and keep me…

Why would someone try to send me a private message about a conversation ( or rather a disagreement) that I'm not even involved with, telling ME to pass the message along to the person, and then BLOCK me?? I'm just like "the f*** is your deal, man?"

Seriously, these people care so much about being right, they forget to use common sense.

So the lesson here kids is, don't make people guilty by association, it makes you look like a coward and a big fat douche, especially if you ask…

you made me cry,

you tore me apart, you left me in tears,

you shattered my heart...

it wasnt your fault, i guess it was me.

for the love that cant be forced,

perhaps we weren't meant to be,

it still doesnt help, now that i know,

because for some reason, my heart wont let go.

i've tried more than once, to get over you,

but you make it so hard...

with cute thingsthat you do.

i thought love was joy, but i've goT noThing to gain, just…

I wish I could visit my mom, despite our iffy relationship because of the past grief she caused, I still love her. But I have no money to pay for gas to go visit her -- I don't even have money to get her a card -- and even if I did my jeep is in the shop getting repairs and won't be fixed till Thursday. I gave her a call today to say how much she meant to me and that I missed her and I hoped she had a good mothers day with my little brother and sister, but she didn't answer and I was getting…

Nothing would make me happier
Than to be in your arms right now
To lay my head against your chest
and listen to the beat of your heart.

From the moment I first said hello
I had no idea I would fall so deep,
Deeply in love with you....

The forest is darkening. Every day, the shadows grow longer. No more can we keep them abundant, no more can we stay above ground. Each day the sustenance weakens. Each day we must have a little less.

There was once a time when things were plentiful.

Is this true?

Was this a tale made to keep us from drowning?

For all we can see is an ever-enlarging shadow, consuming everything that remains.

Where is the light?

What is the light?

May we consume it?

Our…

Hindi maiiwasan na khit aNO ng gaWIN mong kabutihan sa kapwa mo,

ikaw ang nagiging masama at napapahamak.

Nasisira ka dahil sa kasinungalingan ng mga pinagkakatiwalaan mo.

At may mga taong hinuhusgahan ka agad ng hindi inaalam ang totoo.

Pero hindi dahil nagkamali kng pinagkatiwalaan, tititgil ka ng tumulong sa iba. Hindi dahil mali ka ng minahal, titigil ka ng magmahal,maging masaya at mabuhay.

Maraming salamat sa mga taong nagmamahal at nagtitiwala.

Kayo…

He held her tight,but she let him go.Far amongst the distance a spirit of strength she'll never know.Or will she?Covered again,darkness fading in,everyone is lost,everyone is gone.Ventures of a new standing in the light of repremanding virtue.To what is hers is rapturous solitude,or she thinks about and wishes.One more chance to dance or not?Will it ever again change from cold to hot?Impeded goodbyes,lost sighs,involuted eyes.Staring into the dark where the light of the spirit flies.Hope to…

Wow it's been like... almost five years since I've posted on here!! I was sixteen back then :)

Okay so... this is how things have been going so far :)

I graduated in '10, got a job, moved in with my first douchey boyfriend shortly after that... we only lasted about 7 months until he started to treat me like crap. I was still with him for another 5 months before I finally broke up with him, then he lived with me for another year.

Um, at that point I'd had a job for about a…

She always speaks her mine;

Cause she know what she got to say

It makes me sad; when she cries

Because I know it’s not going to be okay

I hope she know in life;

That God got something plan

Its okay to cry because ill be here

Right here; by your side

Know matter how many hurtful words you say to me

Ill be there for you

Even if you have cancer;

Or even if you have to say goodbye today

So one day she'll realize;

What I meant…

We are not your kind of people

You seem kind of phony

Everything's a lie

We are not your kind of people

Something in your make-up

Don't see eye to eye

We are not your kind of people

Don't want to be like you ever in our lives

We are not your kind of people

We fight when you start talking

There's nothing but white noise

Running around

Tryin' to fit in

And wanting to be loved

It doesn't take much

For someone to shut…

6 years old, blue ribbons streaming through my hair. pigtails, toothless smile. mirror am i pretty yet? 10 years old, bobby pins, taming my messy hair. chubby t*****, crooked smile. mirror am i pretty yet? 14 years old straight hair, lipstick, mascara running down my face. trembling knees, broken smile. mirror am i pretty yet? 15 years old, messy bun, chapped lips, sobbing eyes, bloody wrist. bony t*****, fake smile. mirror am i pretty yet?

another poem, another line, another time when im pretending im fine. another hour, another day, i wish i could just get away. another heartbreak, another tear, another excuse i dont wanna hear. another paper, another pen, i write i want to be strong again. another story, another lie, another night that i cry. another band, another song, another day passed slowly gone. another scream, another doubt, "kick me while im down" i shout. another forced smile, another broken heart, just another girl…

my hands tremble, my smile fades away.
my heart is in pain, while my mind plays its games.
when did i get this bad? i thought i was strong,
i guess i know now that the fight in me is gone.

My Love is too Magnificently UN-Waveringly Strong to have it thrown back in my face....... & "I'm Sorry" you can keep all of those you want. I don't use those no more. So if you feel as if you might throw that in my direction. Let that soothe your soul and I'll Soothe Mine. I will not except I'm Sorry.... I have too many to count.

"I must do something" always solves more problems than "Something must be done".