there are so many people these days who will blog about there lives day to day activities and its so good that they do that, they have there freedom they are happy doing that and its always nice to see what people do or are feeling. but then there are people in this world who will judge, critize and b***h about what we write about or do, many people write about there feelings and there life, there are people out there who will help and know how they feel and will do anything to make them… Continue
Added by Mr All Smiles on June 27, 2012 at 7:32am —
What the-, My wrist, its...bleeding like crazy. I said in my head while squinting my eyes. This can't be. I was only asleep. Ugh. I don't feel so good. "huh", i say outloud stairing out at the wall in front of my bed. I kept squinting my eyes. "What is that?", I got up from my bed. "It seems like it has fangs and wings?" I went closer up to it then its little face turned quickly and then it hissed at my like a poisioness snake would do if you got to close. Then the creature disapeard. My… Continue
Added by Onyx_Scream on January 1, 2012 at 5:00am —
it's not the pain im addicted to it's the fact that im the one dishing it out
if i am going to be in pain it will be on my own terms
with each slice i gain freedom and liberation
this is pain
but its my choice
i bring the pain
not you or him or her
it is my choice
it's not the pain im addicted to its the choice Continue
Added by tamieka/oreo :* on October 20, 2011 at 8:46pm —
Mummy please can you make it right
When Daddy comes home drunk tonight
Can you please protect me from his blows
And the scent of his words that leave scars on my soul
And Mummy, can't you please tell me why
Why Daddy wants to make me cry
Is it just because of the way he drinks
Have I done something wrong
I'm trying to think
No, I've always been good
I've done all my… Continue
Added by KittyCat♥ on July 2, 2011 at 10:36am —
But she was only twelve
And still she used the blade
To carve out her emotions
Express her agony and pain
Didn't care about the blood
Didn't think about the marks
Sat on the edge of her bed
Making ever-lasting scars
They labeled her with manic depression
And a thing called OCD
They nicknamed these her 'problems'
A 'cutting jamboree'
Sometimes she mixed the… Continue
Added by KittyCat♥ on July 2, 2011 at 10:28am —
I stayed alive and fought for you,
but now your gone so what can I do?
The physical pain, I could always fix,
but the mental pain is one that… Continue
Added by Christy Grady on January 10, 2011 at 2:54pm —
Yet no one hears
My cries and pleas
For all of these years
I've been alone
With no one at all
Crying at night
Begining to fall
Losing my joy
My love for you
You were everything
My wish come true
Now I'm dead
With nothing said
Added by Shyanne on December 1, 2010 at 12:29am —
The blood is my tears that i dont cry
As i lay lie awake at night wondering why
The world is so cold and my heart is broken
All those words left unspoken
Those of love and those of hate
Seeming like this is my destined fate
To become cold as stone and hurt so bad
I dont wanna feel this pain or feel so sad
Getting away is my only choice
Speaking out loud without a voice
So no one hears
No one comes
To wipe away all
Of my blood… Continue
Added by Shyanne on December 1, 2010 at 12:26am —
I feel like I'm just a puppet. A discarded one at that. No one seems to care anymore so I just play along and fake a smile here and there. The longe I keep this charade going, the more I realize that no one notices how I feel anymore. I feel like people see me but don't really look at me. As if I'm just another face in the crowd. I have yet to find someone who understands how I feel fully. Not even I understand my emotions sometimes. Don't you wish there was an off button to life? Or even a… Continue
Added by Monique Vargas on November 7, 2010 at 2:09pm —
Who do I choose?
When given two options
Hurt on both sides.
Do I pick the pain I know and have been through?
Or do I pick the pain
Of seeing you with someone new
I can’t decide if I should let you go
Or if I should keep you to myself
All these doubts inside
Screaming through my head
I can’t get a hold of my thoughts
All I have in my head is the thoughts put there by you and her
I can’t seem to want to let you go though
I don’t… Continue
Added by Star's_Vendetta on September 13, 2010 at 3:00pm —
I love him
But does he love me?
Are we together?
or are we free?
But there is something
and I dont know what that something is
that prevents us from being together
and it hurts
will it ever happen?
will we fall in love?
or will our love crash and burn
into millions of bloody shreds?
Added by Blair *Michelle* Blackwell on August 11, 2010 at 9:42pm —
How can something so simple as love can be so powerful? It can end a life, it can take the air that you breathe and it can make you do crazy things, go through hell only for a caress or for a k***, for that somebody to give you the love that you need in order to go on with your life. How come with a simple word your life might end in a deep pool made out of tears? How come somebody that you loved, somebody you thought of as your angel, your god, hurts you so much that you don’t have the power… Continue
Added by Veronica Babaru on June 5, 2010 at 1:00pm —
i have seen how it ends...that life that just goes on...i have seen the way i lose my life and i know that i will be alone...there is no change in this place...i will see what happens next...soon enough this life will be just a memory...there is noone who can save me...cuz i know this like is just a waste...i ruined before i had a chance to to show what i was worth...but people only look at what is outside...they never know what i am like because they focus on the scars...the outer part of a… Continue
Added by insecurities never show on May 11, 2010 at 10:12am —
The blood flows,
Dripping from my arm.
The pain I feel does not
come from the cuts,
No, it comes from the heart.
My life is empty,
No future ahead.
All I can think
Is your name and what you did.
You are the reason this page is bloody.
You are the reason the tears fall.
Memories flash in my mind,
My broken heart starts to race.
I find the gun and put it to my head.
This is how I give you,
My bloodstained goodbye.
Added by Ivory Vladescu on May 11, 2010 at 6:26am —
Make this sufferning end.
My heart is broken,
Cold and sore.
No one wants it,
Not even me.
In this game,
This game of love,
You win or loose
And I have lost.
Added by Ivory Vladescu on May 11, 2010 at 5:52am —
The tears are threatening,
Trying to poor down my face.
The shaking starts and I try to hide it,
I know what's happening.
I can't let you see me like this,
I won't cry in front of you.
Pain is flooding through me,
Traveling in my veins to my heart.
You haven't seen the cuts upon my wrist,
Don't know how I've bled and cried for you.
They hurt most.
From the first k*** to the last hug,
One tear breaks… Continue
Added by Ivory Vladescu on May 11, 2010 at 5:50am —
As the blood runs,
The scissors fall,
The carpet turning red.
No veins were targeted,
But still the cuts are deep.
My heart aches
As I think of you,
Why doesn't this suffering end?
Day after day I wish for death,
Different ways pass by my eyes,
Knife to the chest, cut a vein, drowning, hanging.
It's all been done before.
Memories flash in my mind
And the pain cuts… Continue
Added by Ivory Vladescu on May 11, 2010 at 5:44am —
I can't find any meaning to life any more,
My soul is cold and sore.
Since you left,
I've been trying my best.
It's just not fair,
Do you hear?
Why did you go?
Time moves far too slow.
Of coarse, I don't blame you,
But what am I meant to do?
I swear never to drink and drive,
I would rather take a dive.
That drunk driver,
If only death had been kinder.
You were stolen from me,
Why couldn't life leave me be?
Added by Ivory Vladescu on May 11, 2010 at 5:26am —
If only I had realized,
Then maybe my friend would be alive.
I didn't know until to late,
She didn't want to face her fate.
Now all that's left,
Is her gorgeous silken dress.
Her lovley skin, ivory tone,
Is now represented by ugly stone.
I should have known,
Her depression had only grown.
The gun in which I found,
Only later did I let fall to the ground.
But my friend,
Can no longer mend.
Her heart no longer beats,
Added by Ivory Vladescu on May 11, 2010 at 4:58am —
You came to me,
Saying I'm everything you ever wanted.
That neither the winters cold,
Nor the darkness's depression,
Could alter your obsession.
That you would stay,
Never go away.
That you couldn't leave,
That I had to believe.
Now I'm standing here,
Waiting for it to be too much to bare.
Because despite your vow,
I must give you a bow,
Because I believed we would never be apart,
And now I miss you with all of my heart.
Added by Ivory Vladescu on May 11, 2010 at 4:47am —