When I start my day
The only one I see
It is only you
You the one who make me feel
That feeling to be happy
emm...
You come next to me
everyday in my life
Even how far the distance between us
You are the only one I see
When my heart open for you
You refuse for my heart
When you walk through over me
I thought you were walking for me
But noooo...
(chorus)***
Why do you make me feel like this..?
Are you playing with me right now?
I can't play with your game
Because I'm crying for you
Because I wan…
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Added by i had an insomnia on November 22, 2009 at 4:27am —
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Today
I'm alone by myself
No one's here
The surrounding is dark
With the sound of nasty laughing
It was the laughing of everyone around me
They hate me
Did I do something wrong....?
That make them laugh so hard at me
OR
Are they never-ever understand of my situation right now...?
However I try to avoid from them
I know I can't do that
Because I realized
I'm just a stupid person with an idiot heart...
Yes I know
They are better than me...
Am I wrong if I want to change my attitude...?
What kind o…
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Added by i had an insomnia on November 22, 2009 at 4:20am —
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I'm such a fool
Juz pretending to hate you
And lose you forever
Or am I just ignoring you that time?
While you love me when I hate you?
But when everything change
You also change
And so have I
I love you back
But you hate me
When the time I love you with all my heart
100% you change your feelings for me to someone that I hate
You mess me up
You dump me
You runaway from me
I cry
Im waiting for your heart
To love me back!
I realised
This is the best way to punch me
You do the same thing
That I did…
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Added by i had an insomnia on October 30, 2009 at 12:24am —
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What happened?
All of a sudden you’re acting all strange,
Sometimes you’re happy,
But other times you’re deeply moody.
I think you’re experiencing bi-polar dude.
You say that we left you out
Made you feel like you were invisible.
You didn’t even speak to us
And made us feel guilty.
Things changed soon enough
After we all discussed and made up.
But I suspected it wasn’t to last.
I heard that you were talking about me behind my back the other day,
Saying that I’m excessively sensitive,
Remember my…
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Added by i had an insomnia on July 2, 2009 at 12:26pm —
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Yesterday...
I had a dream...
A beautiful dream that i never dreamnt about...
You know what i dream...?
I dream bout i was in a winter place...
Full of white snow with an oak tree that has been frozen...
The snow has frozen the oak tree...
The snow kept on doing their work...
Falling slowly from the sky to the ground...
I was alone there...
No one here...
Only me there...
Trying to looking for someone else to be my friend...
But it was just a waste of my time...
Cuz no one was there...
Maybe i w…
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Added by i had an insomnia on June 16, 2009 at 2:13pm —
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today...
i walk along the road...
alone by myself...
in a raining day...
along the road...
i saw a shit girl is laughing at me...
i started to cry...
but i try to not to cry...
i don't know why everyone is laughing so hard at me...
but i just ignore them...
while im walking along the dump road...
i look at the sky...
its dark....
too dark...
the rain keep on their work...
while i look around me...
i saw a black cat...
its in pain....
i walk the near the cat but it ran away from me...
i don't kno…
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Added by i had an insomnia on May 30, 2009 at 9:30am —
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This light is really bright
But no one can see it
Because it comes from someones heart
Even she's trying
To tell to everyone
But they never belive her
Why...?
Why..?
Why everyone can't see it..?
Are they blind or something else
Are they just pretending to lose her
Or to make her feel that she is the one who was wrong here
But the girl won't cry
Because she know that she's not wrong
Why..?
Why..?
Why does everyone act like this..?
Do they know that their actions will make someone hate them very m…
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Added by i had an insomnia on May 25, 2009 at 12:13am —
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