Gothika's Blog (5)

I am the shadow in the desert of light I am the fear in the drunken nightclub I am the darkness in the sunniest hearts I am the death in a new born baby I look out for those who fall I listen for the cries of who feel depresed I taste the blood of those who die I smell the life in a secondary school I hate the people who look at me strangely I hate the people who think I'm creepy They only see their version of a girl They only see pink and bunnies They look down upon me Laughing at me Cursing… Continue

I look out at the sea Waiting for my demise I know it wants me It just hasn't found me I look out at the lighthouse A sight of safety to most people I feel a breeze across my neck And look down at the cliff I hold my arms out in front of me I look up at the moon I feel my demise And I turn round to face it. My demise was attractive He promised to keep me safe He promises not to hurt me I don't know if I should trust him Continue

My friends left me. My boyfriend abandoned me My blood poured from my wound. Mixed with sorrow and regret. I lay there crying. Calling for my lost love. He stares at me from across the room. But only leaves with her. I look down at my wound. Blood pouring down it. I wish my love would come back. Even just to watch my demise. I gave up hope of him coming back. I lay there panting on the floor. The world around me goes black. As I see a cold dark shadow. I wake up hours later Only to see more… Continue

They know I'm here. They know what I am And for all I know I'm dead. Only my friends can save me now. But I'm just seen as another monster. Inhuman Not real. No one can save me. I have no he-man hero. I just wait for death. Or for a forbiden hero Who will take me away Continue

My wishes don't come true. Please grant me this one. Make me invisible and let me see what is there. Let me see the unseen and hear the unheard. Let me be unknown to my enemies. Let me be unseen to those I protect Continue